weet!! tml wil be e prom night.. awaits oh! hehes.. =P
baq to last night eh.. hmm.. was playing game.. =D wif e same old ppl.. =) well.. i'm getting worst n worst ler.. hmm.. wad can i say? miss almost all shots? hmm.. ben hoh? =/ nvm.. so pressure playin wif those pros.. oh gosh.. lols.. muz train train more den play wif dem.. =/ yesh! my rank go up ler.. =X hehe.. lols.. no bad oh.. =PpP played wif kor kor.. richard and lala.. lols.. everyone is improving.. =(
today went central.. pei fang fang buy her prom jewels.. i bought some nail polish and a loose powder =) no more stuffs i'm buyin now!!! this week is busy.. oh gosh.. friday going sakae sushi!! =D eat all e wan!! =X sakae buffet.. how i come!! =X wednesday going ice skate.. tml will be e prom night.. thursday rest.. =) cuz ya noe? i leavin ler.. muz haf our last or all e activity =) next week go Kbox[i think] .. everything muz be done before i left.. =) hehe..
last night slp @ 4am.. hmm.. had e same dream again.. =( why? why? why? wad does my dream wanna tells me? hmm.. e dream sux eh? hmm.. wanna haf sweet dream tonight.. =) so tat i can enjoy tml.. =) hehe.. [pray for sweet dreams] =/
juz finish my nail art.. =) playin awhile of gb lata den i shall go orh orh ler.. =D hees.. =P bu bYEss.. =D

XiaoHui (= ;

couldn slp e whole night.. my mood is utterly bad.. zzz.. last night i was playing game wif someone.. i din did it on purpose to play badly.. well.. i also dunno wat happen to me.. juz happen to miss every shot.. i dunno.. he's like blamin me and sorts.. dun believe me tat i din do it on purpose.. i was very hurt then.. n juz left e game without saying anything.. juz left e whole game.. well.. why? hais.. i mean why do guys take gaming so seriously...? it was my fest game though... after all it's juz a game =( juz becuz he dun wan to lose any game.. hais.. maybe problems lies in me.. but.. juz me.. hais.. this thingy makes me think e whole night n couldn slp.. =(
i had a same dream recently.. well.. it affects my mood also.. =( hais.. i dreamt tat a guy told me tat everything is a lie.. u get it? everything is a lie.. well.. it's juz a dream.. this dream goes like this.. i was mapling one of e day.. i met this gurl by e nick something like "mango" something de.. dunno mangoger or wad.. juz a nick duh.. suddenly i saw "dear" on e screen.. a unknown guy reacted.. well.. it seems like i'm e onli one in e dark.. i asked him.. "she's ur girllfriend?" ... he replied very long.. n told me "ya" ... i began to ask alot of question.. n he told me everything is a lie.. he lied to me tat he dun haf a girlfriend.. he lied to me tat he is 20 yrs old.. he lied to me tat he likes me.. everything turn into a lie.. i cried in my dreams starring @ e computer.. still couldn believe it.. how could this happen to me? i fallen deep into tat guy in my dream.. n he told me those stuffs.. it hurts me wen i woke up.. =( i came across this dream thrice.. will it come thru? i dun wan!! =(
how could my heart possibly break wen i'm nt fallen in it? i'm juz too mind wad ppl said and wad dey commend.. wo tai zai yi ler.. how could my heart possibly get hurt wen i'm juz nt in luv in anyone else? am i concious in looking everything? =( EVERYTHING IS A LIE!!!! LIAR!! [juz a dream]
i feel tat he's going too far.. =( everytime i waited to him.. everytime i haf to go his way.. ='( end up a unhappy ending.. waiting for someone is tiring.. *.*

XiaoHui (= ;

yesh!! bought my prom stuffs ler.. =) left jewellery n medicure to be done =) yey~~ hehe.. =)
went shopping @ city plaza.. =) lag very tired eh.. =( tao yan lo.. we go round n round.. end up buying it @ e fest shop we went in.. hmm.. well.. we r dumb.. lols..
fang2 also buy ler.. everyone buy ler.. hehe.. everyone left jewels and medicure.. =) cool eh.. hehe
spend alot of money today =( hais.. but.. nt my money =PpP hehe.. juz reached home.. so tired nehs.. =( tao yan.. hais.. met kris and annice @ city plaza.. cool.. wad a small world.. i guess lotx of ppl went there for prom shopping ba.. well.. pretty scare ppl will wear e same as me nehs.. =( *pray hard*
go everywhr to hunt their damn shoe.. make my leg so tired!! =X damn.. yesh.. update something here.. =D
mine gown is grey-silver =)
gui fang ish pink =)
wang qian ish blue =)
pan deng ish reddish maroon =)
all of e diff colours.. hehe.. =PpP
awaits oh! =) =PpP

XiaoHui (= ;

i spend my day @ home.. =D mummy coming baq tonight.. hehes.. =PpP miss her lotx okie.. =P hur hur.. =)

my routine for today..

wake up * on computer * start mapling * 2.30 maple down * play gunbound * played wif him * till 4 lidat go watch tv * baq on computer * played gunbound wif richard * den wif bro * den chatted wif frens awhile on msn * out to dinner * =) had a wonderful dinner * had some durians after tat * now i'm blogging =) lols.. pretty sians ahs.. but my mood is good today~ =D hehe.. had my own reason =P

tml going shopping @ city plaza.. needa buy dress for prom.. =) yups.. decide to buy one.. if nt got to wear pp de ler.. which i actually dun really likes.. if no choice den got to wear tat lohs.. hais.. =)

yesh!! meeting someone @ night tonight.. =) it's 11pm.. hmm.. i guess he sure late.. he always make me wait so long.. =( ignore him den he noe.. =X lols.. nvm.. meeting richard @ 11 too.. entertain richard bahs.. his mood nt very good.. cuz.. bleah.. secret =)

well.. i hope he wun be late lahs.. i mean him.. cuz i really hates waiting =( i tot he din work today eh.. hmm.. too bad.. he work today.. =/

didi wun be around till tml night.. =) com will be mine tonight =) hehe.. =PpP

i had a wish.. =) i wish for a star.. fallen in lurve wif stars n moon.. =) i'll be a moon.. who'll be a stars? =)

christmas is around e corner.. weeee!! but.. =( i wun be in sg.. hais.. muz wish something for xmas wish.. =) hope it come thru.. =PpP hopefully it's granted before i left for china.. =) hehe.. *greedy*

XiaoHui (= ;

spend my whole day @ far east.. =) pretty boring rather thought.. lols.. cuz i din plan to buy anything.. juz accompany e gurls n guys to shop for their prom night stuffs.. i think i go city plaza buy bahs.. going wif qq tml.. =)
ate ramen for my lunch.. yummy.. so tasty eh.. hehes.. den dunno wad happen to far east.. dey no longer put POSB atm there ler.. hmpf!! sians.. den haf to pay by nets lohs.. den i pay for richard.. he pay be baq by cash lohs.. rather heart pain.. =( cuz dun like to nets.. zZz... bo bians.. hungry ler.. =)
den we proceed on our shopping.. it's a shopping spree eh.. =) shall nt say too much on shopping.. kenneth bought a pants, a top, a belt and a shoe.. a full set lah.. lols.. den richard bought a top and a pants.. qq bought a dress.. tat's all bahs.. lols.. kinda bored for me.. cuz walk here n there to search for wad dey wan.. my legs were so tired.. real tired.. yawns..
ate long john for my dinner =) yesh! long john.. but i wan delifrance.. =( far east dunch haf.. hais.. bo bian lohs.. even sitting down.. my legs r still very tired.. diaos.. too long nv shopping ler.. wanted to buy a bag too!!! omg!! but.. save money fest bah.. =/ everything muz bear wif it.. go china buy =) china.. china.. yesh ah~ it's getting nearer n nearer.. =P i'm leaving this god damn place.. =)
after tat jiu go home ler.. well.. pretty tiring while on my way home.. cuz i alone mah.. hmpf~ all getting down @ pasir ris.. sianx.. den i alone lohs.. reach home ler.. jiu play gb ler.. =D
open a new acc.. cuz i'm tired of playing old acc ler.. wanna be noob... =) well.. i'm one of dem.. i noe i noe.. lols.. played wif richard till 1+.. den kor kor wanan orh orh ler.. so gtg lohs.. he still nv online nehs.. yawns.. sians.. my legs r still super tired wen i'm on my bed.. oh no~ =X

XiaoHui (= ;

arg!! sian! sian! sian! rots my day off.. =( sians.. well.. tml will be a fun day =) yeah~ hehes..
wad've i done today? hmm.. basically tv tv tv.. mapling.. chat chat and tok on e fone lohs.. =) well.. still cnt bring e courage to call his working place.. zZz.. bleah~ wad tri said.. by all means.. heartless chap.. =X lols..
hees.. "all or nothing" is found =) yeah!! =) this will be my song of e week or months? hahas.. =PpP .... cuz i wan it all.. or nothing @ all...... blah blah blah.. hahas.. =PpP
tml tml tml tml!!! yesh! my kebaya arrive @ my hse.. =P i borrowed it from huda.. weeT! *excited..* heehee.. going far east tml =) hunt for prom night stuffs.. =) ken and richard will be joining us too.. cuz dey also needa buy mahs.. guys also so ma fan de.. haha.. =)
well.. i realise something.. do guys really understand gurl wants? hmm.. juz read something from net it.. i find it so true.. lols.. gurls also say things tat dey dun wan.. dey say by all means.. but wad dey really mean is.. dey really wish it is another way.. wen dey say dun wan.. mean dey wan.. for instance.. wen dey say dun wan ma fan u.. infact dey really wan u to do e things which dey ask u nt to.. true eh? hmm.. n guys often hurt dem this way tat dey will listen to gurls.. wen gurl say dun wan.. dey will listen to dem n stop doing it.. hmm.. gurl expect too much from guys mahs? well.. from here.. i guess i need to change.. lols.. for those who dun wan to get hurt anymore.. tell dem wad u really wants.. for example.. u wan dem to call u.. juz tell dem st8.. u wan dem to meet u nw or u need dem.. dun say u ma fan dem.. tell dem st8 n let dem noe wad u really wants.. =) silly gurls always hurt themselves by doing these stuffs.. lols.. well.. silly gurls r always lurved =) *ehem*
for GUYS!!! listen well!!! do u get wad gurl wans? dun u expect e gurl to change for u.. dun expect dem to go ur way.. feel wad dey really wans!! dun let ur gurl to hurt themselves by telling themselves negative actions.. =) it's really heartless.. lols.. gif dem wad dey wan.. =D *biased* lols..
after an incident of a fren of mine.. hmm.. well.. wad should i comment eh.. those guys outside.. wen u show no interest in e gurl and make e gurl fall for u.. end up u found urself wif another gurl.. u r too selfish.. y make e other party tat u r interested in him/her? tell dem st8 and clear cut this frenship/relationship.. u make her fall for u.. and u juz fall for another gurl!! guys r hopeless~ especially those who r too desperate~ zZzz...

XiaoHui (= ;

no fate.. hais.. really no fate? i called his working place today.. before i go for my exam.. well.. wad i can say.. is sway.. lols.. cuz i called e working place.. a lady said he's nt there.. hmm.. perhaps his lunch time bahs.. err.. coincidence eh? no fate.. lols.. well.. wanna called him juz to ask wen is his off day, wen getting his fone baq and wanna him to wish me good luck for my last paper lohs.. but so sad.. wanted to called baq de.. hmm.. well.. dun wanna disturb him also.. it have been days he nv contact me ler.. if he got e heart to contact me.. he will call me de.. a house has a fone eh? hais.. i think too much ler bahs.. lols
today.. yesh! everything is last today =) it will be my last time in my skool uniform.. last time taking Os in skool.. last time wear my skool shoe.. =) i'm a ex-greenviewian now.. hees.. yeah!! =PpP
dyed my hair today.. =) yeah~ but nt even lehs.. sians. cux my fren fest time help ppl dye hair.. hais.. e top too red.. den bottom too dark.. hais.. gonna dye it again.. =( sians.. arh! lols.. i also help my fren dye lohs.. well.. my skills also very poor.. hahas.. cnt blame lehs.. i fest time dye long hair.. lols..
den kenneth , richard , jeffery , kat , gf and sheralyn come my house.. played blackjack.. wif e old style forfeit.. =) ate pizza.. [i pay] -.-" zZz.. lols.. broke ler.. arh! my ah ma pay fest.. got to return her de.. hais.. siao liao.. 60 bucks.. hmm.. gonna dig money out ler.. qq was @ my house too..
oh yahs.. today's exam.. hmm.. well.. it's a combined science paper.. wad can i say? hmm.. haf some reflectiong on my Os.. err.. i think i cant go to e course i wan ler.. maybe really haf to depend on my marks to go to a course.. hais.. second solution.. take private Os again.. =/ but is very costly lehs.. hais.. see how bahs..

XiaoHui (= ;

i'm real bored.. it's 3pm in e afternoon now.. i'm still rotting.. keep thinking abt my fone.. hoping tat he would call me or sms me.. =( sianx.. hoping tat he would online last night too.. hmm.. was chatting wif a fren till 12.30am this morning.. but yet to see him online.. perhaps he's too tired ler bahs..
last night guang msg me asking xin to meet me tonight.. yups.. going to meet him tonight to get baq my racket and dictionary.. =) going to return his report book too.. well.. it's more den tat.. he says he wans to gif me his mp3.. hmm.. well.. of cuz i refuse.. y bother to gif me tat? well.. it's like.. i expect more den tat.. hmm.. well.. everything it's ok =) his mp3 also nt e kind i wanted.. provide e ear piece is in this state too.. hmm.. i'm a gurl who lurve new and branded stuffs.. =) sorry.. keep it for ur own use bahs.. =)
last night i dreamt of purple gold~! oh my god.. i dreamt it is on my neck.. arg~ den e weather so cold.. wakes me up.. -.-" hais.. wad a dream.. Zzz ... e purple gold is real nice.. oh gosh.. =X well.. next time u guys walk pass Lee Hwa Jewel Shop.. take a look @ e purple gold.. =PpP it's fantastic..
tml will be my last paper.. =) yups.. i think tml there will be a celebration.. celebrating Os finish ler =D going to meet ping soon!!! =D say hao ler.. after my Os meet her and before i fly mahs.. hehes.. this week would be a busy week bahs.. well.. actually plan to junction 8 this week.. lidat cnt contact him how to go lehs? =/ how how how? wait for his return of his fone mahs? i think this is a best way.. lols.. arbo jiu wait for my return from china lohs.. =) he dun wan contact me.. wad to do.. =( lols.. be baq @ night oh! =)
To Be Continued. . . .
i'm baq =) it's 11pm in e night now.. still cant slp.. lols.. he's still nt online!! hmpf!! hais.. well.. really bored now.. hmm.. oh no!! haven do my revision!! oh gosh~ tml jiu exam ler.. die ler.. zZz.. well.. MCQ onli.. =P tml morning den browse thru bahs.. hees.. guy!! i looking for a song name "all or nothing".. i wan!! anyone sees me wen i'm online.. pls send me.. =( i missed tat song.. =(
all or nothing - o-town

XiaoHui (= ;

arg~ bored~ promise to update abt yesterday.. =) here i goes..
well.. went city plaza to hunt for gowns.. =) but.. kinda disappointed wif the shops.. err.. e clothings were nice lahs.. but it's abit too ex for us ler.. *we r poor* saw kinda lots of nice nice de shoes.. omg.. make my hand so itchy lehs.. =/ nvm.. year end go china buy lot lot baq.. =P
met e 5na gurls there.. hmm.. wad a small world ehs? well.. feel abit weird ahs.. dunno also.. juz weird wen toking to dem.. fest time see dem in their home clothes.. abit weird.. =/
after tat jiu go bugis ler.. =) took some neo-prints.. err.. wasnt nice effect.. cuz.. blah blah blah.. lols.. bought a bottle of nail polish.. =) sky blue de.. hees.. tried on my hand ler.. well.. pretty disappointed also.. maybe on my hand nt nice bahs.. =/ hais.. bo bian.. i like blue~! =PpP den went pasta mania for dinner.. hoping to see tricia @ siam kitchen de.. onli saw her sister.. ehs.. no fate.. lols.. she finishes work @ 3 mahs.. but i'm having my dinner.. tao yan..
spend kinda lotx of money ehs.. =( cost me 10 bucks for e pasta.. sob sob sob..
shop around =) saw one jewel 2 lee hwa jewel.. oh gosh!!! PURPLE GOLD!!! so nice nice.. omg! omg! it cost abt 2k+.. err.. diaos.. e price also very nice nice ah.. lols.. =X
den went baq to tamp ler lohs.. well.. sian.. lols.. tat's all
today.. i'm a hair stylish today~!! help my didi do some colouring of hair.. and popo to dye her hair.. hmm.. helped him bleach and dye lohs.. den got abit of gold gold tail.. cooL~ din noe i got so skillful.. lols.. but e colour is nt i expected.. cux he bought ash brown mahs.. den dye out after bleaching is abit of ash yellow lidat.. =/ maybe e bleaching nt strong bahs.. =/ den i so *jealous* wanna dye red~~ =X den help popo dye grey.. cuz ah ma mahs.. dun wan her to be so fancy.. lols..
e rest of e day was watching tv lohs.. re-watch e dolphin's bay @ love.. abit sian also.. zZz.. com nt working also.. sians.. =/ tuesday last paper.. weet~ i'll be free!! hees.. =PpP

XiaoHui (= ;

i noe wad happen to him ler..!!!! hais.. make me moody onli.. =/
today went bugis.. and city plaza.. hunting for gown for prom nitex.. well.. still cant find one.. hais.. met 5na gurls today.. err.. small world indeed.. =/ zZz...
i noe wad happen!!! HIS FREN TOOK HIS FONE!!! =/ hais.. makes me so worried.. =( still moody n sad though i noe he's ok.. hais.. but still.. he makes me so moody for days lohs.. =( bu xi huan this kind of feelings.. hais.. i dun eva wan this feelings again.. i dun wan~ dun wan anymore~~~ =(
feel very wad lohs.. call him no ans.. fone is on somemore.. =( msg him also neber reply.. @ least reply something like his fone wif his fren mahs.. =( hais.. make me cant slp for nights lor.. zZz..
juz now see him online den he tell me his fone wif fren.. very angry angry lohs.. =( i still left him msg-es in frenster and send him an email to reply me asap lehs.. hais.. effort? =/ sad sad sad... MOOD BAD BAD BAD~~~
his fone still wif his fren.. hais hais hais.. suan ler bah.. =/ bu yao update ler.. tml den tell u guys more abt today..

XiaoHui (= ;

very angry today.. very moody today.. very saddist today~ hmpF~ hais.. wanna cry ler.. =( i cant contact him =( tried to sms him @ fest.. but he din reply.. i tot he dun wan to reply me.. =( i cant hold on anymore ler.. i called his fone.. his fone is off!!! =( i cant contact him today.. hais.. was moody e whole day.. wad happen to me? =( well.. he at least tell me wad's going on mahs.. hais.. since from last night till now.. no sign of him at all.. how worry i'm.. zZz.. hais.. pissed out~ ='(
really very angry wif him loh.. i wish i hope he would call me or msg me tonight.. =( hais.. saddist~ my day is spoil~! tml i shall enjoy my day.. =(
fang today go watch harry potter.. *jealous* hais.. going to watch it next week[hopefully]
MY MOOD IS STILL BAD!!! I WANNA CRY!!!! REPLY MY MSG!!!!! =(
dun wish to update anymore ler~~~~~~

XiaoHui (= ;

yesterday din manage to update.. (= cux my com really hates me.. going to abandon him!! hur.. *angry wif com now* =D
yesterday.. hmm.. bought my fone.. =) yups.. kinda excited.. but.. heartpain on e righthand.. =( cux all my money juz run down e drain for e sake of this fone nehs.. pain pain.. arg~ life is lidat.. once u r urge to get something tat u really wans.. u haf to sacrifice something to get e stuffs.. everything haf to sacrifice.. =) juz like me.. sacrifice to get e things i wan.. =) lurve also lidat.. hobbies also lidat.. jux do it =)
well.. was rotting whole of yesterday.. =) hais.. but @ least my pals come my house to accompany me =D hehes.. nt long also lohs.. after dey left my house.. jiu go slp ler.. cux kinda tired.. last night he called me after his work.. i slp ler.. sorry nor.. really tired nehs.. =/ bu yao bu hao yi si.. lols.. chatted awhile.. den he say he bu hao yi si.. wake me up.. lols.. den he insist me to go orh orh.. den i jiu go orh orh lohs.. =) but.. kinda cant slp till 3 plus den fall asleep.. =(
guang msg me last night telling me those stuffs.. really spoil my day[sorry] u asked me whether i fallen for someone else? well.. i replied no.. cux i wasnt confirm.. i dunno i fallen for someone? or juz hao gan onli.. juz hope tat u dun think so much.. even if i fallen for tat person.. i doubt he will like me too.. there r things onli fate can decide.. (=
today.. =)
last night woken up by him.. this morning also woken up by him =P lols.. lucky he woke me up ahs.. arbo i cant pei mummy eat breakfast ler.. lols.. she flyin off to macau today mahs.. in e noon.. so muz had my last breakfast wif her before she left me.. =) he's working now.. well.. got to rot whole of mah day againx.. lols.. or i shall do some nail art later? hmm.. see how bahs.. sHoo~~ i go ler.. =) bUbyEsSs!!
NIGHT!!!
i'm baq~ it's late @ night now.. was waiting for his call/msg.. zZz.. as time flies.. i'm getting more angry and sad =( cux i waited for so long.. and yet to hear no news.. i did sms him.. but he din reply.. dunno wad he is up to also.. hais.. kinda moody.. it really makes me angry.. ='( he said he would sms me de lohs.. hais.. he lied to me.. =( PIAN WO!!!!

XiaoHui (= ;

weets!! art finish ler =D 3 hrs of paper.. oh gosh~ tired me out.. yawns.. =) all my efforts worth it.. =D yeys!! FINALLY FINISH!! err.. tml geography paper.. =( gotta buck up somemore.. hais.. after pilly gave me some "tuition".. realise kinda lots of stuffs dunno.. oh no~
jux came baq from lunch wif fang2 @ tampines mart.. =) eaten some japanese food.. wasnt tasty =( like waste money lidat.. jux now flip through my purse.. woah.. found out tat these 2 weeks really save lotx of money =) cux neber go out mahs.. chiong for mp3 and handphone.. still nt enuff lohs.. hais.. gonna NETs it.. hais.. freakin me out.. diong~ wanna work!! anyone gotta any job? or anyone wanna employ me? =( sianx..
last nitex chiong for art till so late.. hais.. got eye bag ler.. =( den i msg him.. he slp ler.. =( den i was like.. alone inside my room wif e music on.. trying hard to think of some solid ideas.. hais.. end up? i gave up and turn in.. arg~ wad a attitude i haf nw.. zZz.. manage to do 3 pieces of drawing blk.. well.. kinda unsatisfy wif my finial design.. hais.. cux i was look @ my classmates de work.. oh gosh~ my standard is far from their's.. ='( kinda moody after tat.. hais.. dunno wad to do.. lost.. need some motivation now.. hais..
yesterday kinda msg guang.. cuz i said i wanna buy fone from him mahs.. den e trade in price was like.. so little.. err.. den after tat he says he can manage to push down e price for me.. i asked 201 de shop.. e person says 370 wif trade in.. if cheaper den 370 den i buy from him lohs.. let's see hw.. dead line tml bahs.. cux really cnt see my fone so injured.. =( this week gonna hunt for renting/buying gown shops.. yups.. cux prom nitex is helding 2 weeks time.. =) yeys~!! =PpP it's our night eh? hehe.. awaites.. =)

it's 12.25 nw.. i'm baq for blogging.. hais.. my mood is bad.. wad happen to me? =( wo ye bu zhi dao lehs.. jux now studying was alright lehs,, hais.. mood swing.. =/ couldnt slp.. yawns.. yet my eyes r so tired.. cant slp!! tml geography~!!! haven study finish.. oh gosh.. tml will be my last paper.. =) excluding next week de MCQ question ahs.. =) yeyss~~ after tml i shall be free from stress bahs.. =) MOODY MOODY MOODY!!! destress~~~ piing~ next week free? we go starbuck chat chat.. =) miss e espresso~ lols.. tml buying mah fone ler..[i guess] *giggles* =) pretty excited.. bt now.. kinda no mood to buy.. sianx.. jux now play gb wif weiwei.. also abit sian sian.. zZz.. yawns.. hais.. =(

XiaoHui (= ;

arh!!! someone is reading mah blog!!! oh no!!! OH NO!! ^^shy^^ =( needa control wad i writing ler.. =( dunno lehs.. felt kinda moody after he read my bloggy.. arg~ how lehs? how lehs? hais hais.. -sigh- lidat he noe alot of thingy ler.. oh no~ oh my god.. oh my jesus~~ lols.. -free tinkle-
bloggyin early today.. =) cux i wanna do my art lata.. tml art paper.. =( sad.. i guess i gonna fail it.. =( sianx.. my mood wasnt good today too.. hais.. dunno.. wen thinking of bloggin.. feel abit weird.. =( doom~~ siao liao siao liao..
okeys.. let's start.. last night was on fone wif e "idiot" =X (dun sneeze cux i'm saying u idiot) =X lols.. cux he kinda force me to tell him wad's my blog add =( nt force lahs.. it's like he felt unhapi wen i dun tell him.. hais.. bo bian.. say ler.. cnt save ler.. =( he reads everything.. EVERYTHING!!! =X oh no~ hais.. oh yahs.. chatted on e fone wif e "idiot"[jokin] .. till near 3 bahs.. well.. kinda afraid to call him ler.. err.. he noe too much things ler.. oh no~ e worst is.. i hate to end e call!!! =X cuz cuz cuz.. some reason behind it. (= secret between us.. hahahas.. everytime make me shy.. zZz.. tao yan~ couldnt slp last nites.. damn.. all becux he read my blog! oh no.. i keep thinkin abt it.. =( how how how.. hais.. =(
last nites kat sms me so late.. zZz.. lols.. neber mind.. wasnt asleep.. like u said.. i cant control anything.. hmm.. let fate decide? hahas.. believe in urself n u'll achieve.. (= i cnt follow my heart~ he's reading mah blog!! oh no~ katherine.. i'm doom~ he reads everything i wrote.. siao liao.. =( everything changes so fast.. oh no oh no.. why is it freaking me out? i too chong tong ler? *relax*[laughs]
a new week to began (= yeahs.. but it's making me bored.. got to go crazee after all of my papers.. let's go chiong~~ ``CHIONG AH!!`` it's freaking me out of bored.. =( sobbies..
prom nitex is getting nearer n nearer =) Os is finishing soon (= yeahs.. i can haf all my time ler.. wif no worries of exams and stuffs.. (= but i haf to arrange my feelings soon.. (= got to tell him everything after my Os.. cux e other time wen i wanna broke up.. i told him everything after Os.. nw jux leave me alone.. [i'm so bad.. hais...] well.. i guess he noes e ans to it.. after mah prom nitex.. hoho~ i'm off to china!! =D yey~! gonna miss u guys.. (= heeshees.. i'll be away for 14 days.. anyone wanna fetch me? =PpP hehes..

XiaoHui (= ;

wad a sunday.. lols.. well.. yesterday din manage to update.. cux my com is nt workin well.. kinda moody yesterday =( well.. i dunno y also.. some possiblities bahs? he din msg wo =( lols.. i mean he din reply ahs.. lols.. den e previous nite he slp early.. den yesterday he slpt whole day.. err.. -.-" pig ehs? lols.. sians lohs.. he sick mahs.. bo bians.. i need to rot alone.. =( sianx.. yesterday din start any art stuffs.. cux no mood to draw anything.. hais.. err.. dui bu qi ahs.. woke u up@ 6(i think) lols.. he's slping.. den i ask him go baq slp lohs.. feel bad wakin ppl up.. zZz.. den he woke up @10.. i called him up @ 11 wen he finishes bathing and eating all sorts.. he's like a tortise!! slow slow slow~ everytime i haf to w8 for him.. -.-'' sianz 1/2.. lols
last night chatted wif him till near 3.30am i guess.. or lata den tat.. forget ler.. we chatted lotx of stuffs.. err.. well.. some question r so sensitive.. lols.. but @ least get to noe wad kind of person he is.. -.-" kinda straight forward in saying and asking stuffs lohs.. lols.. feel abit weird.. cux fest time toking to someone lidat.. hahas.. i guess i'm e fest gurl who tok to him like a tom boy bahs.. hahas.. i assume all his gfs are those gentle gentle de.. lols.. =P
after putting down e fone.. kinda cant slp.. =( dunno y.. but he needs to work today mahs.. so he need to slp early lohs.. for me.. i can slp anytime.. =P wEEt.. he msg me in e morning b4 i wakes up.. it's rarity.. lols.. cux i was told he dun like sms-ing and fone calling.. and he said i wake up den msg him.. he msg before i do.. cool~ rare.. lols.. it brighten up my day.. =) lols..
start abit of art today.. =) cool.. my fest page nia.. sian 1/2.. cux dun haf e atmosphere to draw anything lehs.. sians.. i'm updating bloggy also very sians.. yawns.. zZZ.. =(

XiaoHui (= ;

math paper 2 today.. err.. kinda hard.. =/ my dumb dumb didi says super easy.. i was like.. paiseh sia.. lols.. cux i assume our math standard was equally good mahs =X den i was like.. err.. siao liao sial.. my As fly ler.. lols.. nvm ahs.. =)
last night chatted wif piggy on e fone agains.. err.. he says he wanna tok to me awhile before he goes to slp.. err.. i was like.. dun wan.. =X so i nv call him lohs.. after tat he sms me says his head dizzy.. play too much computer ler.. den i ask him go slp.. dun sms ler.. hope he's alright lohs.. =)
went bowling wif a bunch of classmates today.. =) ken , richard , wee cheong , devin , jeff , desmond , sheralyn and fang2.. yeahs.. err.. i was good onli e fest round.. den my nails was like.. going to torn ler.. =( sobx.. need to be repair lohs.. hais.. played 3 rounds today.. was a league.. =) err.. everyone was playing pretty well today ahs.. WEE CHEONG SUCK!! =X lols.. cux he win me.. hahas.. second placing should be me bahs.. =P.. haha.. i should train ler den challenge QUEK WEE CHEONG!! =X oops.. i wanna beat him!! his score was 173~ err.. -.-' so impossible.. lols.. neber mind.. time~ wen my nails is short den i go train.. =P now dun wanna spoile my nails.. =( cux i wanna keep it for prom nitex and china trip de.. hehes..
after tat jiu go home ler lohs.. oh yahs.. he sms me agains.. hais.. well.. he said he's still feelin dizzy in e head.. feel dizzy den y still go work lehs? dumb dumb =X stay @ home mahs.. ben dan~ =X oops.. bu yai rang wo ai shang ni.. =( wo bu ke yi xi huan ni~ gen bu neng ai shang ni.. ni bu ming bai mah? =( bu ke yi~ wo bu ke yi~!!!
after 2 reply.. i nv reply ler.. he workin mahs.. dun wan to sms him also.. ganna sack i can afford to feed him.. lols..
math paper 2 finish ler.. =) left wif art and geog.. die~~ art still haven touch anything.. siao liao sial.. tml bahs.. hahas..
kAt: yah.. i think i should follow my heart.. thx for taggin my blog oh =) but i still think i cnt fall for him =( hais.. still forcing myself nt to fall for him.. a sms pal will do bahs.. we haf a gap in between.. which is too tough for me to accept it.. =( hais.. though we noe kinda long ler.. still haven see each other lohs.. i dun wan him to another lide which i hurt him so deeply.. for his own good bahs.. =/ he cant reach criterial.. hais.. after exam den see hw bahs.. everything @ any moment will change.. scully he touch my heart baq? no one noes..? see hw bahs.. hais.. hao fan hao fan oh~ single life is so tough to handle.. i tot it would be easy.. zZz.. naive~~

XiaoHui (= ;

today went seoul garden wif mummy and didi =) cool ehs.. jux now i was updating my blog.. FARK?! i finishing updating.. e whole com restart.. i was like.. FARK E COMPUTER!!! =X lols.. i type kinda long lohs.. sians.. now trying to remember was i type.. =)

went seoul garden =) yeahs.. chatted alot wif mummy and didi.. err.. found out tat didi mature abit ler? cux he noes how to handle lurve thingy and sorts of adult stuffs.. cool ehs? den tok abt mummy lurve life.. =) den tok abt my lurve life =) haas.. i was like dreaming ler lohs.. wanted to get married early and so.. lols.. DREAM ON xiao wee~~!! lols..

last night tok on e fone wif tat piggy.. haas.. cux my mood wasnt good.. =/ his mood worst den mine bahs? wanted to chat wif him online de.. but? arh~ damn com.. i du lans ler lohs.. so dun wanna use com.. angry wif com.. zZz.. we chatted till 3+ near 4.. (= *yawns* cux i got no paper today mahs.. den he also no work.. very coincidence.. =) but.. tat lan zhu slp till very late lohs.. -.-' really pig sials.. lols.. i woke up @ 11.. he woke up @ near 1.. -.-'' i slp lata den him bahs? -.-' dotx.. lan zhu jiu shi lan zhu.. diao~ we actually chatted on stuffs i tok to mummy and didi.. he asked lahs.. so i say lohs.. den he says i very mature.. so young think so far.. -.-" kaox.. next yr 18 ler loh!!! my target to get married is a few yrs time onli lehs.. -.-" diao.. den he say he wan to feed me.. -.-" i was like.. i diam diam lohs.. den everything went so silent.. i keep changing topic.. lols.. dotx.. dun haf e feel for him =( srry.. and i cant like u.. i lurve sms-ing u.. but there's a gap between us.. =( a gap tat i'm hard to accept it.. hais.. dui bu qi~~ i wun change mean i wun change.. =) lurve me for who i am.. i wun lurve u for who u r.. change for who i askin for.. =)

hao ler.. =) till here ler bahs.. =)

XiaoHui (= ;

hmm.. now den i noe yesterday was yati's burf`day.. kinda slow.. lols.. well.. who cares.. i din even sms and wish her happie burf`dae.. =) lols.. jux wish her happie belated burf`day bahs.. hahas.. she wun noe too.. lols.. well..
today took mah english paper and physic paper.. hmm.. both paper was alright.. but.. i'm afraid my english com flunk everything.. hais.. cux i do marraige.. and wasnt very confident on writing everything.. zZz.. e speech was alright.. den physic paper was alright too... (= but but but.. kinda feel strange after finish e paper.. cux i feel tat alot of careless mistakes.. hais.. jux hope it would turn out good bahs.. =)
my aim for my course de cut off point is <18.>
yey! tml no paper!! =D YEAH! rest.. hees.. but i think i need to start my art tml ler.. hais.. stress out lehs.. =( someone de-stress me pls!!!! arH!!
friday math paper2.. hais.. my calculator still sux.. anyone wanna lend me his/her calculator fest? i'll return u some other day.. =( critical moment pls!!! =( ke lian ke lian wo bahs.. hais..
well.. tonight can sleep late.. =) hees.. gonna do something tonight.. =) anyone who's free can sms me oh!! =D bubyEeE!!! niTexX!!!

XiaoHui (= ;

today is chemistry paper.. e paper was pretty easy.. was easier den i expected.. =) but? hais.. still feel tat i din do well.. cux after some discussion.. i feel tat i got kinda lots mistake.. hais.. last night studied.. this morning wake up super early to study too.. wad i memorize din come out.. fark? sian lor.. but e question kinda make sense except for e QA bahs.. i guess i get all wrong.. =(
i sick again.. hais.. =( am i over stress over O'level ler? din really haf good meals everyday.. study study.. hais.. now so worried over my art.. gonna be next wednesday i think.. and i haven even touch a single thing.. sians.. this thursday no paper =) yey!! lols.. den friday gonna stress for math paper 2 again ler.. hais.. tml having English and Physic.. hopefully physic nt very hard bahs.. =( i wanna get @ least B3 for SCIENCE!!! pray hard for me pls..
yesterday afternoon almost had a fight wif him.. well.. i dunno he really mean wad he said.. but e way he tok to me is like.. zZz.. sians lor.. after almost 2 yrs.. he still dunno wad kind of gurl i am.. and said he dunno me.. hmm.. den jiu suan ler lor.. zZz.. nt even a good luck for my exam.. everything from him so hurting.. forget it.. dunno wad he doing nw also..
i buying mah fone after Os.. yey!! gonna spend money agains.. yawn.. hopefully i'm able to buy bahs.. wif no distruction? *pray*
last night he msg me (= din expect he would msg me de lah actually.. den i slp ler.. his msg wakes me up -.-'' he said he very tired and feel depressed.. hmm.. wat can i do? i so slpy ler.. lols.. try to cheer him up abit lohs.. =) yesterday my mood also nt good.. dunno how to cheer ppl.. den end up he cheer me.. err.. sorry eh.. =) hope to see u soon (=

XiaoHui (= ;

hmm.. today math paper was kinda easy.. was easier den prelim.. =) Well.. it gave me more confident in other paper.. hees.. but? but? but.. social studies paper sux! err.. y i say so lehs.. hais.. abit sad n moody now =( hais.. i focus de topic neber come out lohs.. hais... abit sad.. jux afraid i'm gonna flunk my social ler.. hais.. it came out Rise and Fall of Venice.. arg.. lucky i study abit of it.. hais.. my mood jux feel bad today =( hais..

well.. i tried nt to msg him today.. well.. hais.. still msg lohs.. =( cux i moody.. i dunno who i wanna turn to.. hais.. but.. din msg him much.. i end of e conversation fast and nv tell him how i am.. =) this is a good choice.. i end e conversation by telling him "i dun wan to sms u ler.. u anything den msg me ba.. =)" well.. see whether he will msg mee nt loh.. =) i dun wanna get too close to him.. =(

today tommy msg me.. hmm.. kinda surprise he would msg me.. but.. dun feel like msging him.. so i din reply his msg.. srry.. cux i feel tat u r annoying.. =X srry.. =) lurve is nt i wan to get in nw.. n u r too rush ler.. i jux fallen out of lurve.. gif me time to rest and enjoy my single life.. =) i'll lurve u like a fren.. =) srry..

i'm jux afraid to fall in again.. =( hais.. dun wanna get hurt anymore.. today cant concentrate my paper.. cux last night actually happen something tat hurts me abiit.. i dunno y it hurts me.. hais.. sob.. leave me alone bah.. =/

XiaoHui (= ;

heiyo.. i'm baqz.. =) dun haf time to update recently ehs.. cux was kinda busy preparing mah Os =) but it seems like nth can go inside my head.. lols..
yey!! yesterday met tricia! =D kinda lots of things to say.. cux we so long nv see each other ler.. and dun really haf e time to sit down and tok.. =D tell her wad i'm thinkin recently.. =)
everyday sms-ing e same old person.. i'm afraid i'll jux fall for him =( but i cant.. i'm too childish and young for him.. hais.. i jux cant and needed to force myself nt to like him.. he's someone who need a more mature gurl.. cux his thinkin is far.. lols.. i do nt dare to tell him anything.. i jux wan to remain this feelin foreva.. nt getting hurt from him =) this feeling is great.. jux like a fren who cares and concern u for wadeva u did.. =) sms-ing him makes me comfortable in everything.. it soon become a habit.. without sms-ing each other each day feeling kinda weird.. he did lots of things to cheer me up wen i'm down.. thx pal.. but.. i hope we dun get into special feeling.. i jux wan us to remain this way.. =) advise u.. cheer u up.. crack jokes and console u.. =) tat's all.. =)
thou he's someone i actually lookin for.. who has got a career.. planned future.. romance.. hmm.. tat's wad he said.. but who noes he dun haf it? lols.. we haven even met each other eh? haha.. i dun wanna repeat history by hurtin ppl again.. =/ i prefer nt to meet him.. so tat i can remain this feelin forever.. =D silly eh? lols.. wad i wan is everlasting lurve =) nt a play boy.. or someone whom i think he will hurt me.. =) everything after Os bah.. =)
chatted real lotx to tricia.. after meeting her.. i really felt a sense of relief.. =) thanx tricia.. =) but u do take care of urself oh! =) yup yup.. =) be strong like me.. hees..
tml jiu Os Math paper 1 and social studies paper ler.. jux hope tat i can do well.. and able to ans all question.. =) hopefully wad i study will come out.. =) hees.. sHoO!! tml den update more.. hees.. =) GOOD LUCK FOR THOSE WHO R TAKING Os TOMORROW!!!!! =D

XiaoHui (= ;

went out study wif qq.. =) hmm.. well.. how much we actually study? err.. lols.. we tok more den we study i think.. lols.. mood was good today.. cux she was beside me =) he accompany me throughout e day too.. =) well.. hard on him to msg me while he is workin.. din really expect he would reply or he would msg me.. hmm.. his work more important.. =/
bought mah contact lense today.. 3 pairs for $44.. hmm.. rather heartach!! arg~ cux i think very long den decide to buy de.. =/ since i'm using it.. den jiu buy loh.. hais.. still.. actually used to haf money.. nw broke again.. sians.. save again.. it's kinda late nw.. arg.. waitin for an idiot for a game =X cux he dun wan to listen to me to bath early.. hmpf! cux he wan maple!!! *slap* found out a few songs.. cool~ was introduce by someone.. it's comfortable to listen to this song.. it's rather sad.. cux e meanin i sad lohs.. =)
moonblur is crazee!!! he's desperate for stead!! siao!!! wake up ah!! lols.. i jux fallen out of lurve ah!!! lols.. i dun wan u to be my prince!!! =X hope he dun read this.. lol.. i'm gonna hurt him..

Xiao Hui introduce this song to everyone =) Yesterday by The Beatles.. =)

Yesterday
All my troubles seemed so far away
Now it seems as though theyre here to stay
Oh I believe in yesterday
Suddenly Im not half the man I use to be
There s a shadow hanging over me
Oh yesterday came suddenly
Why she had to go I dont know
She wouldnt say she wouldn’t say
I said something wrong now I long for yesterday
YesterdayLove was such an easy game to play
Now I need a place to hide away
Oh I believe in yesterdayI believe in yesterday
Why she had to go I dont know
She would not say
I said something wrong
Now I long for yesterday
Yesterday
Love was such an easy game to play
Now I need a place to hide away
Oh I believe in yesterday
I believe in yesterday
Was so far away
Oh yesterday was far away
And I know I cant turn back
Cause yesterdays gone

He mus be very sad wen he listen to this song everytime.. =( *cheers*

XiaoHui (= ;

i hope i made a right decision and wun regret anymore.. i'm jux afraid i'll jux regret.. hais.. i dunno.. jux hope tat i do well for my O level.. =( i'm worried abt him.. whole day were thinking abt him how's he doing nw.. bt not yet to hear a single news from him.. hais.. jux hope n pray tat he's doing well.. nt thinking of doing some foolish stuffs.. dui bu qi.. ='(
my mood is bad.. utterly bad today.. well.. i'm nt sure wad i'm doing nw too.. hais.. was msg-ing him e whole day.. bt he's working.. so he reply quite slow lohs.. hais.. feeling so lonely n unsecure nw.. =( so i start to study my social studies on my bed.. tried to sqeeze e information into my head.. who noes.. i study till i fall asleep ler.. =.=.. den wake up.. gotta fever.. =( hais.. this saturday meeting ping.. =) ask her for help for my art lohs... arbo really dunno wad to do liao.. hais..
keep sighing eh? =( after today i'll be alright ler bahs.. like i said.. my feelings r really numb ler.. like wad he said.. dun drag anymore.. i hope i'm jux doing e right thing..
dun say things tat make my heart melt and soften again pls.. guys out there.. dun say sweet stuffs to me.. i'm a very soft hearted gurl!!! arg~
haf been rotting @ home for e past few days.. cux was damn sick every party of mah body.. and going insane too! oh no! i'm crazee.. diong~ leave me alone =) jux wanna be myself.. i'm my own princess and mend to be own by a prince of mine.. =) where is my prince? =)

XiaoHui (= ;

it's 1st nov today ehs.. which is a special day.. well.. din feel any special today.. lols.. jux like a normal day passes by..
well.. i'm updating mah blog early today cux i think i might not online @ night or later ler.. i'm feeling very sick and so reckless.. lols.. jux ate my medicine.. hmm.. gonna fall alseep soon.. hais.. and my frens were working.. hais.. no time to pei wo go out.. sobbie.. haiya.. sick also cnt go out.. lols.. sure cant shop long eh? lols.. stay @ home better..
today actually wanted to go buy contact lense de.. cux going to finish ler.. den i abit lazy. dun feel like leaving e hsee.. hmm.. so i rather stay @ home lor.. hees.. pretty tired nw.. arg~ my cold is making me feeling weak and tired.. arg!!!! i wanna get well soon!!! sobbie.. =(
let's tok abt my mood today.. hmm.. kinda moody still.. but better den pass few days.. =) thanx fer cheering me up fwen! =D heex.. feeling much better.. but!! arg!! i'm sick!! sob.. lols..
my art still haven start eh.. hais.. die ler. .so late behind time ler.. got to start work ler!! someone kick my butt pls!! lols.. =D
last night i dreamt of mah mp3!! arg~ i dreamt tat someone bought me a ipod nano.. damn~ hais.. still need to w8 till after Os den buy.. arg~ i cant stand it anymore!! i wan my mp3!!! i wan music~~ music music music!!!! well.. i think my com wun survive long.. got to buy my mp3 soon.. got to store all mah songs in it.. hais.. wad a com i haf! daddy!! i wan new com!!! =( sob.. hais..
nothing is going mah way.. arg~ saving money to get wad i wan nw!! plenty of things to buy.. mp3? contact lense? bill? new phone? oh no!! it's freakin me out~ lols.. i'm insane.........

XiaoHui (= ;