Lost In Beauty-

Monday, April 28, 2008

bOo! guess wad?!?!?!

i went riding yesterday! =X muahahas..

went riding with darling.. juz around pasir ris.. and i wasn't tt tired lah.. juz that my butt HURTS! *ouch!
juz surprise tt my brother actually lend his bike to me lah.. i tot he wun.. cuz he's a SELFISH freako =X

went dinner @ OLDTOWN next to big-splash @ night with bf, mao, sihan n his gf.. well..
newly open.. service rated low.. food rated below average.. CONDEMMED! of maybe cuz we went in too late? also cant blame lah =X

and so on.. we decided to go mind's cafe.. and met up wif danny n his gf.. unfortunately.. mind's cafe close already.. everyone was like.. DIAOX.. den e guys decided to go BF2.. and me? guai guai go home n sleep early.. =)

BAD PMS DAY!!! i hate it... and it falls on e monday! so i had my monday damn blue! =( =( =( triple sadness.. everything juz dun go right.. yes.. every little thing.. damn it.. sigh..

it makes my day real moody =( and i miss my bf today before i go for my nap ='(

sometimes i juz wonder.. if he could be sweet.. sometimes juz hold my hand n say something nice to me.. or juz hug me out of e sudden to make me feel warm.. i really miss that... really miss it =(

XiaoHui (= ;

Saturday, April 26, 2008

weee... im back from lide's chalet @ Coasta Sand ECP.. unit F9 =)

enjoyed to e max lah =D

same old thing.. bdae boy was being drunk by e boys.. =X psst! im not e culprit.. =D

one cup of mixed neat make lide almost died.. thx to my bf who blend it =X lolx..

gosh.. everyone must see his face.. a brief description.. face red like volcano.. eyes watery red.. voice changes.. rate of blinking slowed down.. he's juz restless after that =X lol..

hours lata.. he PUKED.. aw.. me too.. a little onli lah =X LMAO!

happy to see tezel there.. wad a small world.. =D and e guys..

my bf, sut, lewis, malcom, perry.. and more.. whom i dunno.. LOL

darling also almost cant make it when we r on e way home =X and seriously.. thx mao who sent us home..

woke up abt 12 today.. and slacked through e whole afternoon.. weeeeee.. i announced tt my viwawa better den my bf and mao =X * excluding wahjong

wooohooo.... tml gonna go cycling.. cant wait.. EXCITEMENT! beeeeeeen sucha long time i last cycle =P

wawa time!! ciaozzzz

XiaoHui (= ;

Thursday, April 24, 2008

been days i last updated? been getting lazier n lazier =(

work.. sleep.. eat.. its getting into this routine =( my life need some spiced up..

something really pissed me off.. seriously..

how would u feel.. if.....

:: u helped a fren to book an appt for a treatment.. and ended up she tells u tt she's gonna haf tt treatment done with her fren?

:: she do not noe how busy e salon is.. imagine e earliest appt i booked last week was mid september?

:: now tt she wants to call it off.. i really dunno wad to comment..

seriously i think.. if she has another person to do for her in her mind.. den she shouldn asked me to book e appt right?

and everything ive to do for her? bah.. i think im juz being stupid.. loser dumb enuff.. and thanks..

and lucky toTHEmax.. ive my colleague to go with me that day.. @ least im not being thrown alone.. =)

GUYS AND GIRLS!!! there will be a blood donation drive held on e 24th MAY.. its a saturday.. MAKE YOURSELF FREE.. and donate some of your BLOOD for e needies.. its located @ Tampines North CC.. ill be there.. TEXT me if u gg =D

XiaoHui (= ;

Sunday, April 20, 2008

wad've done on e saturday night?? =)

went body wellness to look for jer after my work yesterday.. had a great exploration of body wellness pte ltd located @ basement of winsland house..

indeed a big big "spa" many many treatments rooms.. and very well equip.. =)

so we took some snap shots of ourself @ e spa.. requested by jeraldine.. LOL..

ok.. enuff of e funny n stupid faces of us =X

after that.. we headed to a resturant located @ Paradiz Centre basement =) call. " Tao's"

e last time i went there wad wif huixin, yongxiang n his aunt.. a very delicious course!

presenting Taos ! =X LOL

pictures below r some dishes we tried.. =) v delicious..

ham and spud salad

bacon & mushroom gratin

marinated lamb cutlet

ice rose apple tea (*VERY NICE)

creme brulee

and we tried more lah. but i cant find e pictures =X LOL..

and i love e SPECIAL egg most OK! =X

after tt we went bugis.. suppose to help darling buy tops from topshop.. but dun haf e tops he wan @ bugis outlet..

and sooo.. we headed to look for my colleagues @ MOVIDA @ st james powerhouse =) 11 of my colleagues gathered there.. so happy to see all of dem lahs.. =D

angela, angie, mavis, jac ng, jac liew, joanne, yean2, gin tan, connie, amy, thomas. added me n jeraldine..

MOVIDA is a salsa pub.. hmm.. new stuffs for me.. yea.. LOL.. ive been noob for pubs.. so.. ya.. =X

a place full of ANG MOS -.- and.. middleaged ppl la.. soo ya.. kinda unsuitable for me.. =(

but still.. we had fun there.. a good way of bonding colleagues =)

we headed home @ 1.. and thanks angie so much for sending us home.. =D

XiaoHui (= ;

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

hahaha.. this ugly bad badtz maru.. guess drew by who?? LOL..

drawn by perry.. unexpected right? i think he's too bored.. anyway.. i took it down cuz i dunno wad to update today. yawns..

lesson is boring.. and im tired after e long run..

it requires discipline =)

XiaoHui (= ;

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

went buffet wif dearest today =D
went Vienna International Seafood & Teppanyaki Restaurant located @ United Square =)

Click here to know more about it.. its a very nice buffet and most importantly.. its WORTHWHILE~! =D lalallaaa..

two THUMBS uP!

went for a little shopping @ Velocity as well..

bought this BIG BIG Bad Badtz-Maru.. =D lalallaa.. and i LOVE IT @ 1st sight.. hehehehehe.. =X

and went kinokuniya.. YAWNS.. finally get my aromatherapy book for my reference.. =( cost me abomb today lehs.. sigh..

been spending alot these few days.. NO MORE SPENDING for e rest of e month i swear! =( my heart aches to spend so much lahs.. i need to save loadsa loadsa MONEY! SCREAM!!!!

gonna have a headache meeting tml.. sigh.. AGAIN right?? sianx.. 9am REACH LEHS! dang.. gonna turn in LOH! good night readers =D SMOOOOCHES!

i think as days goes by =D

i grew as years goes by =DD

when he =D like this.. i =D like this =DDD

XiaoHui (= ;

Monday, April 14, 2008

monday BLUE!!! =D

im tired.. gosh.. din get much sleep these few days.. yawns.. tired tired..

went some shopping @ town yesterday =D happilicious..

simple things juz makes me happy.. =D everyone knows tt.. heheheheee..

and i bought a mango skirt @ $75.. pretty ex right? arg.. he says its a good investment =X and i find it v nice tooo.. lalalalla =X

oOoOH ugly monday.. im so tired throughout e whole lesson.. sigh.. and i found out tt.. i skipped one lesson is equavelent to many many important points.. =( im so lag behind now.. need some buck up! mugging hard now..

yippie! tml im off!! lalalala.. and im gonna bring my dearest to "Vienna" @ United Square for some great feast.. ehehhehehe =X beeeen such a loooooooong time i last went there.. yum2.. miss e food there.. lalallaa.. gonna update more tml.. lalala..

ciaoz.. im tired.. *SNORE!

XiaoHui (= ;

Saturday, April 12, 2008

been not updating blog for days le.. yawns..

been busy work, having fun and more fun =)

had some unhappiness with my work's commission.. its some stupidity colleague who is unhappy abt e commission due to.. SHE'S GETTING LESSER COMMISSION! sooooo! becuz of HER! and ya.. she's e SENIOR mah.. wad to DO?!?! we have to change e formula for dividing e commission.. sigh.. it really upset me..

went K-singing wif my fellow loves @ chinatown 2days ago.. i was extreme tired i swear.. kinda bored @ e 1st place... cuz im really tired.. but yet!!! some songs enlighten me lah.. so e excitement bring me to LIGHT.. =D

on e bus on e way to katong mall to meet up wif my bf, lide, sut and lewis.. =)

e ray of light she gave me.. =)

uh oh uh oh! its getting emo in the picture!! =X

relax lah.. we r juz acting.. aiYO!

lalallaa.. beautiful sepia pictures right? =)

i had a bad day today.. and ive been crying for days.. arg!!
XIAOHUI! stop being a CRY BABY! damn it.. hate myself for being one.. i think ive to be strong..

its my fault sometimes i noe.. =( but maybe i need more understanding from u.. its e emotion tt i cant control.. im sorry.. im really sorry.. =(

im still on my MASSIVE DIET! do not disturb...

XiaoHui (= ;

Tuesday, April 08, 2008

my mood is getting a little better now.. thanks to my fello frens who tried to cheer me up wif all sorts of nonsense and craps.. =D

i wanna thank:-
jeraldine, sut, lide, eng kee, wilson and my own beloved bf.. =)

took half day off today..
went for breakfast wif my parents in e morning.. @ bedok south =) daddy sent me to work.. weee =) seriously i think now e ERP is crazily charged -.-

end work @ 3.. and headed to darling's place..

its nv be e same anymore lah.. this is true.. it wil nv go back to e beginning anymore.. like i said.. there's a scar "there" ... =( do u think time will heal e wounds? bahx3

weee.. tml im off.. REASON BEING!!!!
its a v v v v v v v v VERY special day =D

its LILO's BIRTHDAY!!! =D she has turn 2! =D

i reminded darling.. he said.. ::

me: darling.. im off tml.. its lilo's 2yr bdae
darling: how u gonna celebrate her birthday?
me: i think im gg to bring her out to PR park for a scroll =D
darling: does she noe tt its her birthday?
me: ill tell her tonight @ 12am.
darling: u stupid la.. she whr will noe its her bdae?
me: she noe.. she's happy when i celebrate her bdae last yr on e 9th April when she turn 1 =D

muahaha.. ok.. its stupid.. LOL

XiaoHui (= ;

Monday, April 07, 2008

v v v v moody these few days.. triple bah =(

last saturday was raining cats n dogs.. juz as i was abt to knock off.. damn rain! freaking heavy.. and best thing is.. i manage to knock off abt 6.30pm =(

i've to wait for joy to come back.. sigh

jeraldine is so sweet lah.. she came over far east to find me.. lalalal.. and i was playing viwawa e whole day..

some angry things strikes me.. when i was viwawa-ing.. sigh.. i think its rather stupid.. and i was called childish. thank god.. im sad to e max tt day..

juz a feeling of getting drunk..

me and jeraldine cam whoring @ my work place while i viwawa-ing and waiting for joy to come back.. LOL..

went paragon for a little shopping spree.. =X

accompanied jeraldine to have her dinner @ bakerzin.. im on DIET.. so.. no fatty content food for me.. =)

anyway.. i do not haf much appetite for e past 2 days as well.. sigh.. true.. ppl changes.. and on e behalf.. ive to accept it no matter wad..

feel like drink.. and guess i tot of who?!?!?!

i tot of lide n sut =X lalala.. called dem up.. and park ourselves @ lide's place..

on our way there on bus 14.. and dumb enough.. i alighted soooo many stops before lide's bus stop cuz i v gan jiong =X (nv tk bus to his hse before ma)

one smart way.. i tot of sut.. so i called him up.. to pick us up on his way there =X oops.. =X and he's sweet enuff to pick us up la.. hehe..

and i got more emo on e bus during e journey to lide's place.. sigh.. freaking need some alcohol.. =((

*wad can u do even if u get drunk.. e pain still wun go away.. its juz a temperary painless moment.. even after crying out loud everything.. everything bounce back when u woke up e next morning.. true?

and.. finally we reach lide's place after buying mixer from SPC and a bread.. i cant possibly drink with empty stomach.. i still love myself.. LOL

i had a great drinking session.. true enough.. i think i puke pretty much and cried pretty harsh.. =X seriously.. i wanna thank lide, sut and jeraldine for being there wen i needed someone..

sorry jeraldine for dirty ur pants.. =(

soon after i talked to darling on e fone.. wen i was sitting @ e playground alone.. i decided not to go home.. i asked sut to send me home n get myself changed..

dey had their supper @ xin wang hong kong cafe @ katong.. =)

after tt i think im really knock out.. we headed to darling's void deck.. i juz wanna see him.. sigh.. and i think i died.. =( i fall asleep @ e void deck.. till darling hold me up his place.. and wen i was clear.. i found out i was lying on his bed.. half dead..

he talked to me.. i cried.. i cried.. i cried.. my tears flow flow flow..

after all.. i realise there's a scar on my heart already.. which i think it require loadsa time to be cured and forget..

yesterday was slacking @ darling's place almost e whole day.. and met up wif leonard, leonard's gf, sihan, sihan's gf and mao @ marina sq.. dey r freaking hilarious lah! stupid.. LOL

after tt we headed to cosy bay after dinner.. i felt something missing.. sigh.. i dun wanna think so much.. things wun bounce back to normal so fast.. let time runs.. and hopefully.. my heart heals?

been sucha long time i last felt this feeling.. its coming back.. e last time i had it was.. yongxiang treated me badly.. but he knew he was wrong and came back.. its too late..

its so miserable.. cant imagine.. its happening to me again.. losing appetite.. losing smile.. losing trust.. losing security.. losing someone whom i love.. bahx3... tt's being soooo unfair to me.. ='(

tell me u dun love me.. if u dun love me..

leave me if u dun love me..

dun keep me by ur side becuz i love u..

i juz wan to keep someone who loves me by my side..

not someone who dun love me..

XiaoHui (= ;

Friday, April 04, 2008

back ground of my classroom.. yawns.. slacking inside e classroom during my dinner break.. =)

im moody to the max today..

moody strikes me..
saddness strikes me..

no appetite.. damn it.. GONE CASE!

been dazing e whole day.. freak it.. sigh. viwawa awhile during work.. head back home after work.. sianx..

had a long talk to darling on e fone earlier on.. i felt so much better. .still.. there r things to be solved.. =( i cried.. not onli once.. maybe a few times.. but im still sad.. =(

be there when im down.. will u?

XiaoHui (= ;

Thursday, April 03, 2008

work is crazy today.. =( triple saddness..

work is like war.. battle.. gosh.. working there is like nuts..

top to toe is sending me to some competition representing top to toe... =D its a competition host by ITE. becoming a professional therapist.. competing on various parts.. facial, body massage, pedicure & manicure and make up.. WEEEEE! =X get e chance to travel to canada.. lalalalala.. (if onli i win)

feeling unwell approaching time of knocking off.. dizziness strikes me.. sigh.. shared cab wif dearest mavis =) she's damn good can =D love her lah..

as usual.. e cab que is like.. 328974293874KM long -.- its really crazy.. e time i tk to que.. equal to e time i juz got home.. make no difference.. cuz im not feeling well ma.. so.. =(

he doesnt know =(

XiaoHui (= ;

Wednesday, April 02, 2008

im unhappy.. =( HOW?!?!?!

had my class @ mohamad sultan today.. yawns.. super tired..

had dinner wif darling =) went changi V for ultra-licious dinner.. e nasi ayam duno wad wad.. LOL.. chill.. gonna wk up early to burn away e carbohydrate!!! SCREAM!

had a short scroll @ changi broadway.. =) see ppl fish.. see ppl crabbing... =D nice scenery.. nice wind.. =)

i see stressness in darling regarding his work.. sigh.. all e best to u k? muackx..

XiaoHui (= ;

Tuesday, April 01, 2008

lalallaa.. edited! =X

HAPPY BDAE BAD BATZ MARU!! =D weee..

its APRIL FOOL!! yawnss...

SUT is stupid!
Sie Keat is stupid
Christopher is NUTS

im stupid as well.. LMAO LMAO! =X

bah bah bah.. im super busy wif my work today..

had dinner @ darling's place today and headed to ah ma hse for some herbal tea for darling.. wee..

ciaoz.. tired.. tml got meetin 9am @ mohamad sultan.. yawns.. GOOD NIGHT readers =D

XiaoHui (= ;