yeahs.. didi de com okies ler.. =) smiles.. finally~~ can update bloggy everyday.. =D

sianx.. have been very tired for days.. have been standing almost everyday for abt 7 hrs.. ~.~ tired.. gotten my new uniform for my work a few days agO~ woah~ its damn low cut alright.. its suppose to be tight fit.. u noe u noe? @ fest "Fast" gave me size 2..[Fast is e supervisor name] i was like thinking, y gave me so small de size? she's abit bigger den me.. den she wear size 2.. abit crazy yeah? i find it so small lor.. its like.. guifang wore size 2? lmao.. den wanna make me wear size two.. lmao.. den i wear ler so tight.. ~.~ den i change to size 4 e next day~ its was like.. SO BIG!! lmao.. cuz all e shirts r low cut mah.. den wen u bend down can see loh.. sianz.. do i have a choice? sigh.. but lucky i gt size 3 for my green uniform.. =D hehes.. green looks nice~~~ lmao.. TODAY OFF!!! Holy shyt.. lmao..

next few days will be working afternoon shift everyday~! sianx.. dun wanna do closing~~~~ arg~ lmao.. nvmx.. yesterday honey fetch me from work =D den go shop for my bracelet and socks.. hehe.. bought all of e needs ler.. oh gosh~ den realise i spend more den a hundred this week alright.. sigh.. i'm going so broke.. whr's my pay!!?? my pay!!! i wan my pay for e furniture sales!!! =X oops.. still got tons of stuff to buy~ converse jacket~ converse slippers.. handphone.. perfume.. iron-on alphabets.. oh dear~ lmao.. going bankrupt soon~ lols..

was updating on my friendster profile.. find is so frustrated doing it.. dunno y lehs.. keep having some error.. den feel like juz offing e COM! =X lmao.. but still finish it.. i'm so patient isnt it? =D

yesterday ate lunch wif june and fang2 @ seiyu canteen.. i dun even noe got such canteen in seiyu~ lmao.. den i go there was like so suagu~ =X oops.. den i dabao food inside eat loh~ den chatted wif june and fang.. =D @ least gt ppl accompany me.. arbo past few days i ate alone in e food court so lonely~ sigh.. i'm loner~! =X lmao

XiaoHui (= ;

3rd day of work..
sigh.. my house de com all cnt use.. wun be using come for days i guess? e onli time i can use is come dear2 de house.. sianx.. no maple for me.. no msn for me.. no updating of bloggy for me.. =( sigh.. gonna miss online peeps.. =)
alright.. today working so tired.. sigh.. damn tired loh.. wonder if i gonna earn enuff money for my holiday expenses.. lmao.. nt gonna rely on dear2.. he's kinda broke too.. lmao.. =X today worked 12-8.. den i serve one customer till 8.30pm.. sianx.. lmao..
den lunch break so bored lor!! eat alone!! ARG!! had my lonely macdonald meal 2 bugis mac.. wanted to drink milk shake.. but gt coke ler.. sigh.. oh gosh!! i'm addicted to macdonald milk shake too!! especially e strawberry flavour!!! lmao.. i gonna drink it every day!! hehes.. =X
den met dear2 for dinner.. smiles.. =) den jiu go home ler.. tired.. tml gonna haf my morning shift!gonna reach working place @ 9.30am.. =) smiles..
TODAY I'M LATE!!! NO MORE!!!

XiaoHui (= ;

its my off day! =) smiles.. den last min plan to come out wif wq.. =) met up wif wq today wif guifang.. hehes.. ate sakae sushi =) den jiu go took some neo prints.. =) after tat met up wif richard and ken.. den like so buay song lidat~ dunno lah.. something wrong lidat.. Zz.. den his mood also dunno y so bad.. den my mood also bad lor.. sianx.. zZz.. dun even noe wads wrong wif him.. anything also nv tell me.. sigh.. i hope to noe something.. =)
before met up wif qian.. went fox kids to met up wif caryna de.. den she went for break.. sianx.. den cnt see her.. i guess i gonna see her tml lohs.. =) smiles.. she gonna likes me =) smiles..
saw kat de bloggy juz now.. hmm.. this kinda guy no use de lor.. for my fest impression of him~ like wad u said.. he's juz giving excuses of leaving bahs.. diaox.. well.. even if he comes baq.. if for me lahs.. i dun think i would wanna be wif him lors.. dotx.. wad nonsense he gave? too guai? too good? dotx.. too guai n too good.. ppl wan also dun haf lor.. he found u is he lucky lor.. den he said this kinda stuffs to u? dotx.. he can fark off ler.. zZz..
oh yah! some important matter to be said here.. made me so pissed of n so scare till i almost broke into tears lor.. e worst is he's like dun gif a damn abt it.. ppl taking advantage of me lor.. sianx.. zZz.. den he still can listen to his mp3 standing so far from me.. sigh.. my heart is like so sour.. =( nvms.. i shall say more abt this incident.. i was on train on e way baq to tampines wif guifang and dear2.. den there is this uncle standing behind me.. den his head is like becoming nearer n nearer to me lor.. den i was like trying to shift away.. but too squeezy~ i broad e train he already there ler.. den i gt some kinda feelin he's trying to touch me or something lahs.. den reach bedok ler.. he suddenly fall from my baq lor!!! KNN! like trying to take advantage of me lidat.. FARKER PERVERT!! he scratch my waist and hand lor.. dotx.. den i walk away lah.. den he fell to e ground.. ppl around was like staring @ me.. looking @ me tryin to hint me y din i help him up? WAD E FARK! he's trying to tk advantage of me.. den i let him touch meh? fark.. its like so obvious lor! KNN~~!! stand there nothing wrong.. den suddenly fall from my baq den almost hugged me from my baq lor! KNN~! den i was like so scared and almost cried.. den i see dear2 nv do anything! sigh~ most heart breaking stuffs.. den till pasir ris ler.. he den ask me wats wrong wif e uncle.. den i cried.. he din even noe wad happen.. sigh.. forget it.......................

XiaoHui (= ;

2nd day of my working day =) smiles.. well.. was slacking during work.. sianx.. worked from 6-10pm.. =) well.. now i realise hush hush close down ler.. sad sia.. lmao.. too bad. wanan go there interview de.. den dey close down ler.. e stuffs too expensive also lah.. zZZz..
yesterday also work till 10pm.. den dear2 actually dun wanna fetch me de. den i called his hse so mani times.. den suddenly his hse called baq.. surprisingly i saw him outside e building.. den i was like wondergin who's on e line calling me from his hse.. den i noe its his daddy~ hmm.. cool~ his daddy called me n told me he went cycling.. den i saw him in front of me.. =) smiles.. lurve eu loads..
den @ night actually happen something which made me so unhappie abt it.. was hurt n dunno wad to do.. juz wish someone could msg me n advice me.. well.. den i was like pretty sick.. den was having some gastric.. so din turn to anyone else.. went on bed n fallen asleep..
oh yahs.. i gt this colleage look so alike like WEIJUN lor.. his name is william~ den i was like so surprise.. den i ask william whether he gt any siblings anot.. den wad's his surname.. he from malaysia mah.. u noe? some coincidence? lmao.. den too bad.. no linK~ lols.. den we were like chatting during our work lohs.. den send him some bluetooth mp3.. den too bad his phone memory nt enuff.. lmao.. den haven met my shop incharge also.. i heard she's a good gurl =) caryna i think? no idea.. =)

XiaoHui (= ;

GOD DAMN IT!! JUZ NOW I TYPE SO LONG!!! DEN E GOD DAMN COMPUTER HANG!!! NOW I'M RETYPING EVERYTHING!!! Lmao~~
i'm now updating on 3 days event.. lmao..
[19.03.2006] SUNday~~ had my last day working @ scanteak.. very bad sales.. damn~ sianx.. lmao.. gonna collect my pay two weeks time.. =) smiles.. den this kinda guy steal my number in e name list! god damn it..! after my work.. this kinda guy smsed me.. den i tot wrong number mahs.. den he ask me how my sales today~ den i was like.. sure someone who noe me lor.. den he said he's my secret admirer -.-'' dotx.. den i told dear2 abt it.. den he abit unhappie abt it =X oopx.. lmao.. he's a malaysian working in warehouse @ scanteak.. dun really interest me.. juz make me dun feel like going baq there to work again.. den gt this guy also ask me for my number.. den i nv gif.. diaox.. dun steal it from somewhr pls~~ =) lmao.. den after work.. met dear2 for dinner below my blk~ =) went tampines mart for dinner.. had my japanese meal wif dera2 =D hehes.. =X tt's all for sunday..
[20.03.2006] Monday~ accompany dear2 to Simei ITE for e request of transfering.. well.. e clerk said my go down st8 to Yishun ITE.. den we went all over to e ITE lor.. den e section head said muz check whether gt anymore vacancy for e course he wan anot.. den he called n check.. dey din offer e course for this yr.. sianx.. den he abit moody lor.. den muz think all over agaiN~ sigh.. cheer up yeah? =) i noe u can do it.. smiles.. dun go ITE Yishun!! too far for u.. den e chances of seeing u will be lesser.. sigh.. i dun wan nehs.. =( there e better course @ Simei ITE de.. den after visiting @ Yishun ITE~ we went bugis for job hunting.. =) went interview for 2 jobs.. one is jewel de.. one is shirt de.. den gf suddenly called me.. ask me whether wanan go baq fox work anot.. kelly need ppl for Fox kids @ seiyu~ tt's y.. den i very gan chiong lor.. faster go interview.. den 15mins lata after i left e place.. kelly called me.. =) ask me go work tml~! lmao.. =X pretty excited abt it.. after tt jiu go whitesand buy MILKSHAKE!! =D strawberry out of order ler.. =( den dear2 cycle me home..
[TODAY] went medical check up for e ITE thingy.. took me 2 hrs to e que alright! sianx.. e doctor suck my BLOOD!!! took my URINE!! lmao~ dey scanned my bone!!! aw!! den saw so mani ppl checking up for poly n ite de loh.. some ppl whr so nice go there dunno for wad.. lmao.. after tt go KFC @ bedok =) den jiu go dear2 de house.. here i'm updating!! =) his com hang juz now~! god damn it!!!~~ lmao.. lata gonna go work @ bugis.. =) 6 report.. dear2 dun wan fetch me~!! sobx.. me fest day of work. sigh.. bad bad bad boy!!! =X jkjk

XiaoHui (= ;

like i said.. i'm becoming lazier n lazier updating bloggy.. sianx.. arg! should i stop blogging? should i should i? some recommendation pls? =P

alright.. was busy now adays also lah.. =X lols.. got some news.. wang qian coming baq tonight yeah? well.. damn~ i sms-ed her.. she nv reply me loh.. cool~~ lmao.. get news from katherine's blog.. den i noe she coming baq ler.. =D getting pretty excited abt it too.. heex..

was working today.. diaox.. my sales sux compared to last week lor.. daMN~ i should buck up tml!! =D i sold abt 1k onli lor.. sianx.. den today so many worker.. den gt new comer mah.. muz let let lor.. let dem try how to serve customer.. den do e transaction thingy.. diaox.. lidat waste my three customer liao.. den keep slacking.. playing bingo wif e mates.. den slack outside e shop~ eat here drink there.. den tok tok to e aunties and uncles.. arg~! pretty bored.. zZz.. today so less customer lor.. damn~ all those buy alot alot de ganna grap by kym liao.. zZz..

tml will be last day~~ den may another promotion again =)

alright!! yesterday i receive e ITE letter from beauty therapy.. =) smiles.. i got in alright! its a confirm =) den gonna go for some check up thingy on coming tuesday @ SATA.. somewhr near bedok ite? dunno? gonna ask for route.. =.='' sianx.. i wonder if e appeal successful to enter poly.. sigh.. i wonder if it is possible.. =( diaox.. juz hope i'm able to go in poly.. den i wun be taking beauty therapy.. =) ppl around me asking me whr i enter.. sigh.. felt so ashame to say out i got into ite.. =( wonders if dey would look down on ppl in ITE.. dotx.. juz others point of view yeah? sigh..

DON'T LOOK DOWN ON ITE!!!!

XiaoHui (= ;

Happi bdae to YOU! Happie bdae to YOU!! Happies bdae to GUI FANG!!!! Happie bdae to YOU!!! oh well.. someone turn 18 today~ lmao.. guess who is e mysterious gurl? ta da!! Gui Fang!! =X lmao.. eligible to go clubbing ler.. eligible to drink ler.. wooT~! =X lmao.. finally 18 yrs old ler.. lols.. Happie bdae to u agaiN~! +D may all ur wishes come thru.. =) stay happie always.. hehes..

alright.. today go celebrate her bdae.. hmm.. went for a movie.. "Date Movie" well.. wad can i say? its god dam lame movie alright? so lame lor.. lame chop =X so mani sexual humor lor.. lmao.. den so pathetic.. e cinema onli gt abt 10 ppl i guess[Century Square].. den Tampines Mall de no slot lor.. pathetic.. sigh.. lmao.. i think Shaw gonna fall soon.. =X oops.. den e show de duration onli 1 hr plus nia.. diaox.. =X lols..

den after show.. go tk neo prints.. =) smiles.. e most enjoyable part alright.. hehes.. =X but onli e three of us.. god dam it.. e rest is like so wad lor.. diaox.. those working r excused lah.. den those nt workin also dunno how to auto-matic come out de lor.. as if fishing or doing sports more important den a fren's bdae celebration? diaos..

den met dong hao in e evening.. =) before he left for his course.. he met us juz to gif gf e present.. pathetic.. lols.. everything seems pathetic today.. even our dinner.. so broke alright.. everyone onli gt abt 10+.. den we wanna go fisherman eat.. hmm? lmao.. so worried lor.. =X den met desmond there.. err.. he gt injured in e cheek.. den gt 3 stitch on e cheek.. kinda pain ah.. -.-'' well.. tk care~ =) smiles..

XiaoHui (= ;

2 days of no update.. lmao.. i'm baq.. err.. dun ask me who is e guy ahs.. its mend to me private n confidential.. some nuisance guy? childish and silly? lmao.. its like.. some ppl wanted to live longer but unable to live for it.. n some ppl juz wanna end their life cuz their lurve ones left dem? it's nt e end of e world isnt it? some ppl juz so selfish alright? how can dey do foolish stuffs and wanted others to pity n worried abt dem by doing such foolish stuffs? like suicide? do dey consider how e opposite feels abt it? damn it.. he's such an asshole? zZz..
haf been @ home for e past few days.. sigh.. was trying to fix e puzzle.. well.. target was 1 week.. lmao.. i guess i gonna spend one month fixing it.. =X hahas.. =X yesterday went around buying present around whitesand and tampines mall.. =) smiles.. all done.. hehes.. =X hmmm.. yesterday went didi de chalet to help him check it.. damn~ its e damn coasta sand.. u noe u noe? althought is 2 storey.. but.. its damn small.. it cost him 400+ bucks alright.. =.=" i got my chalet for onli 55 bucks lor.. =X oops.. i'm nt showing off though =X lols..
afew days ago.. i receive this letter from ite.. beauty therapy right? =) went interview today.. =D well.. kinda confident abt it actually~ all e students who went for interview were like so mature gurls lor? dyed hair , make up so thick , tall n skinny~ its like so elegant.. sians.. den me lehs? arg~~ results will be out tml~!! 12pm sharp on e web.. sians.. =X pls pray hard tt i would be able to go in..
alright.. yesterday was eileen bdae.. i wished her alright =) smiles.. happie 18 bdae again!! =D may all ur wish come tthru =)
today didi's bdae =) turned 17~ =) smiles.. happie bdae to hiM~! =D may him grow up fast and become more mature in thinking!!! =D
tml will be~~ will be~~~ will be~~~~~ someone's bdae.. =D its its its~!! GUI FANG's!!!! =D lmao~~ someone turning 18 ler!~!! lmao.. qualify to tk up car licence course ler.. able to go clubbing ler.. =D

XiaoHui (= ;

aw~ getting lazier to update bloggy.. getting impatient!! lmao..

yesterday.. well.. yesterday went out for dinner wif dar dar =) smiles.. went macdonald.. den went pasa malam.. nothing to shop thought.. juz attracted to e frame of my puzzle.. dun fit though? dunno lehs.. e frame dey sell is 50 X 75.. mine is 49 X 72.. sigh.. getting headachs over this little thingy.. should i buy or shouldn i? lmaos.. =X

was rotting whole of yesterday alright.. den yesterday mummy call me from her workin place.. ask me today wan go down work not.. den i go loh.. well.. today's sales nt bad lahs.. =P earn kinda lotx.. hehes..if wanna calculate average per hour pay.. i earn 10bucks per hour =X weet!! lmao.. pretty tiring.. fest day of working day.. arg~ my legs r so tired~~

got some gastric juz now.. sigh.. its such a torture job alright.. busy like damn hell? but got commission mahs =PpP had my wonderful duck rice lunch.. had my delicious kaya toast for breakfast.. =) its all free of charge alright =X lols.. know some anties and uncles.. some frens.. =) kinda friendly lahs.. smiles.. but dun really like this job~~ aw~~ cuz kinda tiring.. den needa daddy to drive us there n come baq.. cuz super far~~~~~ WOODLANDS~!!! lmao.. =X crazee right?? lmaos..

den juz now ate dinner wif parent.. =) smiles.. had some porridge @ china town.. den some famous yam cakes =PpP den go library return books.. =) here i'm online now.. hehes..

i miss yoU~~

XiaoHui (= ;

weet!! days after i last updated!! lmao.. ppl rushing me to update bloggy.. aiya.. lmao.. cuz kinda busy now adays.. lets update on wad i've been doing alright? kinda lengthy i'm sure.. lmao..

[7th march] went sentosa with my new wore bikini.. lmao.. =X of cuz din took off my shirt lahs.. my damn body figure so round.. lmao.. =X had my sun tanning wif my plenty of sun block on~ =X lols.. my shoulder hurs badly now alright.. arg~ its suppose to organise cuz its e last outing wif wee cheong before he left for ns.. den e main ppl nv go.. lmao.. he said sianx.. diao.. dunno him also.. den we had our fun without him =) a bunch of us.. sheralyn , gui fang , richard dar2 , jeff , desmond , kenneth and ME! =D hehes.. juz e 7 of us.. =) smiles.. played volleyball under e hot bathing sun~ swim in e "iceage" water.. lols.. haf fun =D after e fuN~ we had our sakae @ sentosa =) smiles.. oh gosh~ i'm having a vegetarian meal~! lmao.. =X cuz i din noe there's no meat alright.. lmao.. it taste good after all =) smiles.. after eating.. everyone was god damn tired alright.. so we went home after everything.. dar dar so lousy~ i send him home alright! =X hehe.. =) tt's all for sentosa trip =)

[8th march] receive this kinda call from unknown~ guess who is it? hehe.. its pan deng =) alright.. she return ler.. SHE CALLED ME!! SHe remembered me alright =) smiles.. =X oops.. hehe.. went out wif her alone.. =) we went bugis.. den meet eric.. yahs.. =) went for job hunt.. arg~ i mean nt me.. lmao.. den went suntec.. dey wanna catch e doll thingy.. dey told me eric spend 80 bucks e other day but end up caught nth.. lols.. waste money isnt it? den he bought me a key chain~ lmao.. =X kinda cute little doll.. so we went on shopping till dinner.. we ate pasta mania.. =) den jiu go pasir ris meet dar dar~ dey wanted to come along de.. den its pasir ris mahs.. abit nt convenient.. so din tag along.. =) den after tat dar2 nt feeling well.. took cab home from my void deck.. =)

[9th march] went bugis wif dar2.. =) going to buy puzzle =) hehe.. finally~ we bought a big big puzzle.. 1000piece onli lahs.. nt too big.. den met pd on e middle of e road while crossing e road.. den was shock lohs.. cuz so coincidence mah.. yesterday meet her today see her.. lmao.. she go see christine loh.. after chattting awhile.. den jiu go buy e puzzle thingy ler.. hehes..before tat went pasa malam.. den jiu come baq tamp cut hair.. hehe.. den ask abt e dye dye thingy.. =)

[10th march] today~!! rotting @ home wif e puzzle wif dar2.. lmaos.. din do much puzzling today.. abit sians.. lols.. den receive his call~ told me he end up in e hospital.. after eating 30 sleeping pills? abit crazy eh? so silly of him lor.. wtf? as if ppl will care abt him? hmm? if wanan commit suicide.. jump from 12th storey lah? asshole~! no needa report to me de~ i wun care abt ur live n death =) tts all~ shant write any longer.. shHoOoO~~~~

I UPDATE LER!!!!

XiaoHui (= ;

went appealing today.. damn weather so hot.. sweat like hell.. lmao.. lucky i brought my result slip.. thinking of nt bring any of dem de.. lmao.. =X juz luck.. damN~ i saw e courses board.. financial business infomatics de cut off point is 15 =.= i was like.. diaox.. so damn low lor.. asshole!

den i appeal to product and industrial design and information technology~ very low chances of getting e course also lah.. sigh.. bo bians.. my COP so high.. wtf! lmao.. zZz.. den kinda lot ppl appealing lohs.. saw some greenview students.. den saw kinda lotx ppl like so mature lidat.. den i tk a look @ myself.. i look like a kid! nt like those mature gurls.. lmao.. =X today dear dear dress so mature and HANDSOME =X glup! =PpP laughs.

den after tat went marina square to accompany sheralyn tk her pay.. den go tampines mall interview @ fox.. =P dey need ppl i guess? sigh.. one vacancy bahs.. probably for gui fang i guess.. no hope for me.. aw.. maybe to other outlets? lmao.. =X but better den no job lohs.. =) juz try my luck to see whether i can get a job anot.. sigh.. nt my day as well..

den went around.. shopping.. e gurls buy their bikini! lmao. for tml~~ hehes.. den we took some neo prints.. TOMORROW!! tomorrow will be going sentosa~~!! last outing wif wee cheong before he went for ns.. hohohoho~~~ we gt e heart ok!! lols.. we still think of him.. lmao.. arbo everytime say we nv tot of him de.. go sentosa.. wEeoOOwEeeT! kinda excited actually.. smiles.. so long nv go ler.. hehehe.. =P..

XiaoHui (= ;

ppl keep askin me wad happen to me yesterday.. lmao.. sry dudes.. juz a bad mood over ppl keep askin me whr i'm posted to.. sigh.. 14th march~~ e results will be out again!! sigh.. kinda worried.. wanna go into account course~! sigh.. pray pray..
tml i'll be going down to tp.. =) smiles.. i muz try to appeal agaiN! damn it.. i wanna go financial business infomatics!! i wan!! i wan!! i wanna!! damn it!! lols.. damn MOE.. gave me all e course i nt interested in~ fark~! lmao.. =X wanna try info tech too.. logistic logistic!! =PpP.. muz haf confident agains.. arg~
tml going down to sp too.. smiles.. =) try hopes there too.. its juz dover.. lmao.. nt very far.. juz a 45 mins train ride.. =X lols.. den go ping accompany mahs.. lols.. =X 3 weeks lata.. e results will be out again.. arg~ can i tk e course @ ite? nitec in beauty therapy? =X or higher nitec in accounting? arg!! can i can i?? =X
damN~ ITE is giving me too many bad impression!! arg~~ bengs n lians? damn it.. assholes.. lols.. would i become bad company again wen i get in? hmmm?? lols.. or it was nt wad i think lehs? hmm... dunno? lmao.. sians..
haf been rotting my day off wif e computer.. wad mapling e whole of e afternooN~ n din get to lvl up~ hmpf~!! wad happen? lols.. i'm killing slower n slower.. aw~ damn it.. lols.. bleah~ i'm off.. bubYEe~!!

XiaoHui (= ;

damN~ ppl around keep asking whr am i posted.. wad e fark..! hate this kinda feeling.. sigh.. mood was bad since morning.. sigh.. no one yet to cheer me up~
OKAY!! i'm nt posted to anywhr!! no courses wans me!! HAPPIE!!?? FARK OFF!!

XiaoHui (= ;

arg~~ god damn it~ e weather sux today.. lmao.. HOT HOT HOT!! IT BURN ME~! lmao..

alright.. today went seoul garden wif mummy and boy boy =D well.. din eat alot thought.. why nehs..? cuz currently on diet now =X lmao.. muz slim down.. SLIM DOWN!! DOWN DOWN DOWN!!! =D hur hur~~ den bring my boots to bedok repair =D .. yeahs~ finally get to repair my shoe ler.. hehe.. wanna buy sports shoe now!! wanna buy sandal now!!! damn it~!! asshole..@.@ __ den e weather so hot.. it makes everyone's mood gt damn bad loh.. damn blardy hell.. lmaos.. =X wanted to make spec too.. damn~ dun haf e one i wan.. sob sob~~

den end of e day..? bought nothing but a $1.50 shoe lace -.-" pathetic right? sigh.. tt's for my roller blade.. =P

oh dear~ results is out today.. sigh.. din manage to go in any of e courses.. e onli pathi'm having now is to apply courses in ite.. juz applied online.. all courses from ite east.. sigh.. pathetic right? how on earth i can get into ite?! damN~ forget it.. nt blaming anyone.. juz myself.. sigh.. i'll haf my bright bright future studying in ite.. =D sians.. gonna meet kat there.. lmao.. zZz..

fark.. e moment i went in e JAE web.. i saw e results.. my reaction was like.. "wad e fark? no courses? sigh.. " den was feeling so lost.. so much of feel like crying.. sobx2.. hais.. always tot i confirm n sure go poly.. wad's my path now? sigh.. turning another way~ i'm heading ite.. =) smiles.. its nt e dead end though.. studying in higher nitec is nt a bad choice.. smiles.. =) words of encouragement pls!!!! =D

alright.. no dying of too obvious coloured hair for now~~ keep is dark n need.. gonna wear uniforms soon~!! arg~ sigh..

XiaoHui (= ;

tired.. its tiring.. lols.. last night din manage to slp.. duh~ e guys were so playful n so much noise.. lmao.. cant even slp.. lols.. den e bed is so dusty n dirty? diaos.. -.-'' juz manage to rest my eyes i guess...
den sheralyn and gf keep missing in action.. diaos.. i guess totally forget abt me ler bahs? sob sob~~ =( sigh.. nvms.. everything still changes.. sigh..
this morning woke up~ oh dear.. i'm feeling so dead.. weak.. lmao.. i think i ate some dirty stuffs last night i guess.. lols.. feeling pretty weak n slpy~ yawns..
reach home.. bath.. change.. on air con.. SLEEP!! lols.. =X
appetite still weak.. ate a packet of biscuit and a cup of milo =) smiles.. abit of dizzyness..
juz now chatted online wif peeps.. sigh.. juz touch up something abt last night chalet.. everything still changes after i got him.. y? sigh.. last time also lidat.. hais.. every relationship i haf to encounter such situation? its like.. y my frens makes me feels tat i needa either choose dem or my guy? does it mean tat i need my peeps to feels tat i need more time wif him? its like.. i need my frens too.. i need him too.. y make me choose? sigh.. wad gooseberry? bullshyt alright? sigh.. scare we dun spend enuff time together? its more den eternity.. if it's mend to be a dating.. of cuz i'll need er ren shi jie.. but if its a chalet or in a group.. wad for i haf u guys? of cuz being wif u guys right? sigh.. it juz hurt me so deeply.. cried wen i chatting wif gf juz now.. sigh.. haf u guys think of my feelings? hais.. if i need such er ren shi jie.. den u guys make me think so wrong of having a boyfren.. hais.. i had kinda enuff of it.. =( go out nv ask me.. haf fun nv share wif me.. everything still changes after everything happen.. =(

XiaoHui (= ;

oh gosh~~ its march!!! a burf`day month~~ lols.. i'm gonna spend a bomb on burf`day gifts.. dotx.. Happie burf`day to YONG HUA!!!! he's turning 18 today.. lmao.. best wishes to him.. =) smiles..
didi's burf`day approaching.. fang's burf`day approaching.. guang's burf`day approaching.. dh's burf`day approaching.. eileen burf`day approaching.. daddy's burf`day approaching.. oh gosh~~ moore n more.. i cant remember everything.. siao liao sia.. oh no~! lols..
lols.. gonna hunt for present time.. or i shall forget all abt it? lmao~~ cnt lah.. i where got lidat de.. i'm a good fren of everyone =X lmao.. jkjk~~
forget to mention abt chen ai e other day~!! wad a biatch~!? god damn it.. see me like saw some stranger lidat.. fark sia.. smile also dun haf.. knn turn away from her sial.. fark.. den ppl dating she so extra there dunno for wad.. damn~ den perm e hair like dunno wad? so aunty? lmao.. =X see me like see some ghost lidat.. wth.. almost cnt recognise her loh? den i ask boy2 to see.. den he tell me its her.. den i confirm its her lo.. diao.. change so much.. den today's chalet also gif excuses nt to come.. -.-'' dotx.. she dun belong to 5nB lahs i think.. zZz..
oh yA!! today will be e chalet!! chalet of 5nB!!! yesh!! gonna haf fun~~ gonna stay over night.. so wun be updating on wad we did today night.. probably some games and drinks.. n a bbq!! yeahs!! i'm off!! bubYEess~!!

XiaoHui (= ;