Sunday, December 31, 2006
its new yr eve!! woohoo! i'm luving it.. lols.. still sick =( sigh.. i had so much fun yesterday.. woohoo.. thx bibi.. hehes.. i was suppose to meet tricia!! SUPPOSE TO MEET HER!! I SUPPOSE!!! after tt i received this sms.. "wee.. today i cant make it.. my ah gong admit to e hospital".. den i noe wad happen ler.. lols.. mean she cant make it to meet me lor.. but nvm.. i still haf fun.. hohoho..
we went town juz to ate e ramen.. -.-'' no lahs.. e main motive is to shop.. but i feel so reluctant to walk around.. so i suggest to do something else.. went to his place n help him dye his hair.. hohoho.. i'm so good right? lols.. den he open this grosh vcd -.-'' basically its how ppl die of accident.. dang.. din manage to finish it.. cuz we were late.. met his frens @ kopitiam nearby his place.. we r going for some DURIAN feast!! yes!! DURIAN!! weeoooohhhoooo..... his fren bought a basket of durian from malaysia.. near 50s of dem.. its like wow! lols.. we ate it @ bibi's training place.. which is @ Yio Chu Kang! so far eh? lols.. lucky gt straight bus to tamp.. if not how am i going to tk cab? left nt e single cents on me.. haha.. forget to draw money.. tired all out! gt home abt 12.. tired tired tired!! yawn!!
***I Luv BiBi Yong Xiang =)
XiaoHui (= ;
Saturday, December 30, 2006
new yr is approaching! and i'm stil sick.. sigh.. =( din enjoy @ all..
yesterday watched curse of e golden flower.. well well well.. lousy show.. lols.. no meaning.. no story line.. not interesting.. bleah.. onli e action is pretty interesting.. =) watching wif bibi @ tm..
after tt meet mummy for dinner @ genki sushi.. =) smiles.. her treat! woohoo! lols.. together gether wif korkor and his gf and didi and his gf.. of cuz wif both of us! damn! nothing good from my brothers and mummy.. =( i'm nt as bad as dey think i'm hor.. =PpP i juz dunno why.. i enjoyed my day alot yesterday! =) wen we were shopping @ TM.. wen we were watching movie together.. wen we crap and laugh.. LOL.. i'm lame.. -.-''
gonna meet tricia lata! SO LONG NV SEE HER LIAO! DAMN! I MISS HER DAMN LOADS!! ARG!! i'm going crazee -.-'' going orchard yam cha.. wif bibi and tri's gf.. =P after tt bibi say wan bring me go eat durian!! woo!! DURIAN!! WAH! WOO! WEE! lols.. LIU LIAN!! =D excited lehs.. u guys dun understand.. HAHA..
awaiting tml!! woohoo.. i'm gonna haf loads loads of fun tml! =) i noe i noe! i'm so excited lehs.. u guys dun understand.. =X LOL.. happy advance new yr to all peeps..
*** i miss him like crazee..
XiaoHui (= ;
Thursday, December 28, 2006
thx for being there wen i needed u! i guess i lurve u deeply =) yes.. i do =) i know things happen too fast.. we r rolling fast =) nothing could hit us yea? =)
something really pissed me off these few days.. i juz dun get it.. why do ppl hate me for no reason? is it my fault tt ur bf dun wan u? did i do it on purpose to snatch ur bf away from u? know it urself man.. reflect urself to e mirror and see wad u've done to him in e past.. i strongly feels tat he dun deserve u as a gf.. cuz u dun cherish him @ all.. if tts e way how she show lurve to her bf.. tt's it.. =) maybe i suggest she change her "bloody" attitude.. if she's happi scolding me i'm a fat bitch? den.. wad else can i do? i onli noe how to complain =( wadeva! i'm juz not happi abt it.. bibi asked me nt to think abt it.. n dun eva go n see her blog or friendster.. yahs.. f*ck it.. i wun =) neva in my life i'll go see again.. i promise wif my life =) why should i be angry over someone whom i dun even noe.. and i dun even care!
i'm sick.. sick sick sick =( cough.. cough.. cough.. flu flu flu.. sneeze sneeze sneeze~~ =( i'm terribly sick =( yesterday was doing project @ huixin's house.. bored.. =( bibi was @ home also.. =) i lurve e way he cares for me =) but he lost his phone n wallet e other day.. pretty long story~ i was very worried.. cuz i'm unable to find him =( but he called me! woohoo! lols.. there'll be no smses from him these few days.. =( pretty sad.. after project.. i stayed over till 9+.. watched a damn violent movie.. bibi open it for me.. monster eating humans -.-'' e movie name is "flesh" i think.. but i luv it.. LOL.. blood here and there.. whoohooo!! after tt we ordered kfc delivery.. was very lazy to go out eat.. rain rain rain! on e way home den gt car sick =( bad timing cuz i was helping bibi wif e project.. den haf to stop cuz i feel like vomiting.. sigh..
this after i was tokin on e fone wif bibi.. somethings tt really makes me a little sad.. maybe i shall nt think tt much.. but wad i mean was.. there's really nt a need to call her and told her abt it.. she wouldn cares too.. u makes me feels tt u still care abt her.. i juz sense a min of insecure.. =( but everything is over after he told me nt to think too much.. yahs.. =) after tt i'm alright
***i wish i could haf him by my side throughout e night last night
XiaoHui (= ;
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
my xmas eve was damn fun =X hehe.. yes! i spend my night wif bibi =) he brought me to his frens' house for counting down for xmas.. i enjoy alot.. his frens were damn funny.. LOL! we were last to reach e place cuz i got work till 10.. den he come fetch me.. Muackx! yah.. we were e last to reach.. so probably gt some forfeit =( dey made me sing song and cut e cake.. bibi was nt there to save me.. lols.. nvm.. i had my fun =P i sang it.. "we wish u a merry xmas.. we wish u a merry xmas.. we wish u a merry xmas and a happy new yr!" lols.. den all e crap conversation came.. LOL.. thx bibi for e wonderful night =)
Merry Belated CHRISTMAS to all!! bibi gave me a cup and a shirt! i luv dem =) thx.. hehe.. i'll WEAR it =P thx bibi thx bibi thx bibi! i gt home abt 11+ in e morning.. wasnt tired.. juz dunno why =)
yes! i Miss LiLO!! juz dunno why.. so i hugged her and she licks me =X hehe.. sometimes i juz find her so sweet.. these few days she've been sleeping wif my on my bed =X oopx.. i guess she luvs my bed.. or she luvs me.. LOLs.. she juz luv me lah.. hur hur.. den do all e house chores.. mummy went thailand.. came baq on 25th.. =) Merry xmas to mummy.. i luv her.. =) after all e chores.. guess wad am i doing?!
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i made salad cuz of bibi alright! =X cuz actually celebrating wif him @ void decks and made some pan cakes and salad for him.. den plan change =) doesn matter alright.. =) so i make it yesterday 25/12/2006.. guess wad? santa dun like me.. =( santa order e knife to cut me! my thumb bleed like some hell.. den i dripped 2 drops of blood in e salad =X nt on purpose.. lols!! he say its nice.. =) smiles..
watched night @ e musuem wif bibi yesterday =) xmas movie.. =P ilu =)
XiaoHui (= ;
Sunday, December 24, 2006
wat day is today! woohoo!! MERRY X'MAS TO E PPL LIVING ON EARTH! =P dear santa.. i wish u could be @ my door step tonight @ 12am.. LOLs.. i wanna hug u.. and receive my present.. lols.. its christmas eve.. updating my bloggy @ my working place =) pathetic right? x'mas eve stil nid to work.. working till 10 somemore.. sigh.. but doesn matter.. i noe i'll be happi after my work =P
dear santa.. i wish for a x'mas tree @ my house.. will it be possible? hmm.. lols.. i spend over a hundred for x'mas presents! oh dear.. pretty loads? i bought something for myself too! hohoho! i'm a santa for myself.. i bought myself a fox shirt! hehe!! so happi.. cuz i was like damn long nv buy shirt ler.. =( gonna get one levis' jean next week or after next week.. craving for one.. cuz i dun haf =( bibi says my bum big big =( sigh.. he dun luv me @ all.. lols.. a levis' jean for my new yr present =X oops.. hur hur..
most importantly!! i still HAVEN buy x'mas present for mummy and lilo! oh NO!! lilo nids a shoe!!! plan to buy a necklace for mummy =) or for her bdae..
<3
XiaoHui (= ;
Saturday, December 23, 2006
i'm baq wif my blogging again.. =) smiles..
many many things happen within last week.. yahs.. many ppl were asking me wad happen to me.. alright.. i would like to clear all e doubts here alright.. yes! i broke up wif richard on e 17th dec.. ppl may ask me. "how come? wad happen? why broke up wif him?" same questions asking from everyone around me.. yahs.. i myself also dunno wad happen.. perhaps i juz dun wanna be wif him anymore.. u guys understand? i mean i admit tat i've been dragging e relationship for a long time.. i shouldn respond wen we fest time-out.. if i din not respond to him~ perhaps we already broke up last month.. frankly speaking.. i broke up wif him cuz my feelings faded away.. who shall i blame? perhaps myself? but.. i still blame on him for makin e feeling fade away.. yahs..
everything is too late to get baq.. i've given many chances.. in fact too many ya.. i hinted him things again n again.. i'm tired of doing it already.. examples like.. i've been working here for a month plus.. he onli came to fetch me once.. and its due to some special occasion.. if there's no occasion? tt's it man.. my fren will come =) another example? everyone noes i'm working everyday except for wed and fri.. he requested me to go over his house to accompany him juz becuz he wans to see me. its ok if i go over.. but y dun he be more sensible and understanding tt i'm tired.. and i onli gt this two days to rest @ home? in fact e days i'm off i end skool @ 5? so he expect me to go over after skool? its like.. its dam tiring ya? yes~ we've quarrel many times over this matter.. wads e outcome? he still nt understanding.. yes.. he tried changing.. he tend to come n fetch me wen ONLI i said something.. i juz dun like guys who r nt initiative.. another point is tt.. if i dun call him or sms him? tt's it.. no contact for e day! u guys get wad i mean?
u ppl may think wad happen to me.. or i've changes.. but.. maybe u try to put urself in my shoes.. e day we broke up~ something serious actually happen to us.. its sweet tat he sent me a dozen of roses and wrote me a poem.. my heart do melt.. but as e same time.. i reminding myself nt to make e mistake again.. i was doing my work and serving customer.. a flower delivery man walked in.. he's looking for me.. and he delivered e roses to me. i was very shock and tears fall off wen i see its given by him.. i would like to comment something.. if he were to do this to me wen we r still together.. i would luv him more.. but everything is too late.. u guys get wad i mean?
tt night my mind is real confused! i really dunno wad should i do.. bibi came and both of dem met.. i noe ppl may think i'm such a bitch slut.. but bibi came cuz he's concern abt me.. he might get e wrong idea tat he's my "new boyfriend" @ e moment.. i walked out of my office.. he called me "xiao wee.." i turned around.. i saw him.. i expected he would come.. but probably he came @ e wrong timing.. i almost burst into tears.. but i din.. he walked up to me and asked me.. "who's tt guy? y is he holding my flowers".. i told him "he'z juz my fren".. he dun trust me @ all.. its nt e fest time he dun trust me alright.. he walked up to bibi and tok to him.. i was den damn pissed.. both of dem almost fought.. it's my bad.. many misunderstood happen on tt day~ i noe its my fault. sorry.. i held onli bibi and i left him wif a cab........ e whole night was bibi accompanying me.. thx =)
e next day~ i told myself.. "YES! ITS A NEW DAY.. A NEW LIFE TO LIVE WIF!" =) i told my mom everything.. she din gave any good commends.. but.. there's one thing she said.. "its nt wrong to find someone better den e previous.. but think twice before i decide on anything.. i knew both of u wun last.. its juz a matter of time.. " i smiled @ her.. and i told her "i know wad i'm doing.. i will make my life better =)" a new life started =) and i'm happy wif it.. thx mummy..
a few days ago.. i was damn angry tt he tot i'm those kind of gurl who is damn cheapo? i dunno why he said those words.. i was online during my work.. he said something like bibi was someone who has a good acting skills.. probaly he would console me, said some sweet talks to me, make me happy and he would wif me.. and snatch me away from him.. he still said something like.. he this kuan of ppl would haf slpt wif gurls million of times and probably he would juz hook me up.. damn! i was farking pissed wen he said those words.. isnt it too much.. so he mean tt i'm a 'sui bian' gurl tt i would mixed around wif him.. he might look like tt kind.. but i'm tell everyone of u.. HE IS NT! he also mention.. "he's TALLER.. Fatter.. probably a bit richer den me.and a little drawings on e body.." i was like.. he still dun understand wad kind of person i'm.. if he thinks tat i like him.. and its becuz of those reasons and i left him.. i wan to make things clear! i left him cuz no feeling.. nothing to do wif bibi.. if i'm those kind of gurl.. i would haf left him months AGO.. i met so mani guys better den him.. =/ his concept on me is still lidat.. nothing i can do.. =( i'm damn pissed.. =(
XiaoHui (= ;
Saturday, December 16, 2006
woo! i'm baq! LOLs.. so long no update eh? months? merely 3 months i guess.. kinda lazy to update.. getting bored of blogging.. gonna update myself wad haf i been doing these three months alright?
changed my job now =) haf been working @ tampine changkat cc for a month already.. i like this job =) cuz its very relaxing.. lols.. i'm a damn lazy gurl eh.. hoho.. basically wad i'll be doing in this job is to seat down.. do some paper work like posters? write address? posting letters? making vouchers? makin cards? use computer and answering the phone.. =) prettty relaxing? hoho~ better den FOX alright -.-'' dun compare. hehe.. oh ya.. last two week juz cut my finger wif e paper chopper.. pool of blood flow ='( pain! lols..
next week gonna meet up my fello frens to celebrate rich's burfday.. wooO! he's turning 18.. he waited for long to turn 18 and haf his fun! hohoho~~!! lols.. guess wad i'll be giving him? =P probably secret.. lols..
skool holiday start le.. yesh! gonna work work and work hard for money.. no money no activity~ no activity = FAT! i dun wan to grow FAT! lols.. fat enuff..
recently get to noe xiao pang & yong xiang.. LOL! trying to mix around wif fat ppl now adays.. they r juz two cute guys.. lalala.. LOLs.. holiday starts.. projects coming in! two projects to be done! sianx.. =( BORING. BORING!! BORING!!!!!!!!! =X lols..
no fun for this holiday =( abit sadden.. cuz hada work work work.. workin for almost everyday.. lols.. i luv my job =)
i wan go ice SKATING!!!! =D
XiaoHui (= ;
