Lost In Beauty-

Friday, November 30, 2007

OK! im crazy.. im cam whoring early in e morning before gg to work =X LOL

i done my nails =D BY myself PLEASE.. HEE

hot hot hot! e weather is hot.. yet! my working place ie FREAKING colddddd.. AH SCREAM!

im tired today.. but im feeling contented.. i dunno why.

clear my chores tonight.. HOHO.. and im ready to play all night out tml.. HEHE! ZOUK HERE I COME! pSk psk psk! [its my 2nd time to zouk].. LALLALAAA =X

SCREAM! SOMEONE SAID IM FAT! arg!!! =( =( =( =( im so discourageD!!!!!!! =(((((((( sad toTHEmax lah..

my self-esteem drop to Zero e next second.. =((((((

IM OFF TO BED!! GOOS BYE! im still sad

FUGLY FATUGLY FUGLY FATUGLY!

XiaoHui (= ;

Thursday, November 29, 2007

bOo! im back for updating..
AND! i still awaits X'MAS! HEHE =P
countdown to 25 days =D =D

yesterday was raining cats n dogs =( arg! journey to work really hits me up! damn.. i din realise my ipod's batt is flat.. and i forget to bring out my psp.. oh gosh.. i was travelling without music.. arg! =( boring boring boring.. so i slept on e train.. lalallaaa..

bOo! Zhicheng so sweet lah [indeed sugar free -.-''].. he picked me up @ far east yesterday =D its raining cats n dogs.. and e traffic is such a jam =( its flooded everywhr.. ARG.. and actually my shoes r wet.. sianx. =( so we headed to my hse and i get changed... and we headed off again.. HEE! we had our pool session with lide then.. bah.. i think my pooool is de-proving.. oops.. i shall buck-up.. =P lallalaaa..

and so.. we picked jeraldine darling up =D miss her tons man.. [thou its like onli 2-3days nv meet] shiat.. do i look bisexual instead? LOL.. =X bah.. i dun care. i juz love her la..
we went lide's place slack till 10.. [AND I WAS DAMN HUNGRY.. but others cant manage to eat] so i SWALLOW some ferrero roche.. and half bottle of potato chips.. LOL LOL LOL =X
and we headed to bedok85.. AND GUESS WHOM I SAW! i saw huixian.. SURPRISE! =D
HOME SWEET HOME

work is tiring today.. i hardly had my break time.. =(
bah..x3.. not gonna update anything for today.. its boring today.. lallaaa..

DEAR SANTA!! i think im good already.. pls give me my present 24days lata =D

when its time to be serious.. i will.

dun judge me by my cover.

its not like wad u see how i behave.

i might be happy all e time.

inside me.

you will nv know

XiaoHui (= ;

Monday, November 26, 2007

this is e coupon that e friendly uncle whom gave us e voucher =D

TaDA! i bought this candle from IKEA =P FRANGRANT!!!!!!!!!!! lalalaaa..

today's work is chaos.. damn.. e reiki 2 and orientation for new class starts @ e same time.. everything is in e mess.. PHWAaaAa! im gg crazy for tt half an hour.. LOL

met up wif lide after my work @ 3 =) yups.. so we went shopping.. shop around wisma and taka.. wanted to buy a book and a disc on reiki.. shiat.. i dunno how to buy.. so i gave up =( sadden.. i shall buy before xmas =)

wanted to buy something for jeraldine as well.. but i cant find any nice thing for her =( so im sadded too.. LOL

headed IKEA =D YEAH! i luv ikea lah.. i wanna furnish my room again.. =( tired of e theme in my room.. SCREAM! i wish for a white white room.. CAN I?? PLEASE?? =(
something funny and cute to share lah =X oops.. we were suppose to meet up zhicheng @ ikea food court.. and he said he reach and told us tt he saw jap restaruant.. and we realise.. he is @ COURTS! =X LMAO LMAO.. laugh till i died can =X lols.
and meanwhile.. we met this uncle.. he heard our conversation abt eating dinner @ IKEA foodcourt.. and he wanna gave us some member voucher.. funny lah.. good ppl r around us =) we shall be good too.. so santa wil give me something good on xmas =)

i wish for a snow ball =)

dear santa.. i promise ill be good.. =)

XiaoHui (= ;

Sunday, November 25, 2007

jeraldine & Lide.. =D
Bowls @ marina bay =)

oh gosh! i saw a "Cat-paw" sign shown.. its so MAN!

jeraldine & Zhicheng =)

another gayish act.. LOL.. he's trying to shake his butty.. and a secret to share huh..

his undies is "CROCODILE"! =X
bOoO! DARLINGSsSSs.. jeraldine & xiaohui =P
here comes lide & xiaohui.. =D i plays better bowl =P

how sweet. we were on our way to our ultra-licious STEAMBOAT! =P
happilicious strikes me wen dey r around =)

bOo! here comes our steamboat after waiting for abt half an hr.. YUM! and freaking pathetic was.. THE PLATES r made from STYLOFOAM! SCREAM!
LOL.. this is a FREAKING funny expression.. CANDID =X
i said cheese.. why did u gave me a twist! =P

xiaohui & zhicheng [aka xiao qiang (cockroach) ]

i merely kill him with a baygon.. lallaaaa

lastly.. lide and xiaohui.. =D

i had a wonderful meal @ marinabay =) YUM! pictures will describe everything =)

arg.. my 1st reiki lesson yesterday.. i cried.. i think its a freaking emotional course.. it makes me misses my mummy and granny.. so i called them after my meal.. I MISS MY MUMMY FREAKING LOADS la.. i cant believe she's gonna leave me for 1month =( sigh sigh..

other den tt. ya.. i thought of tt person.. FREAK.. which i should and get rid of it.. damn.. stupid brain makes me so emo.. =.=

umpteen times i told myself.. HE's G.O.N.E! GOODBYE to him can.. and i found out something.. yea.. i think i got to accept it.. it really hurts me to realise tt his heart is back to her AGAIN.. yes.. again.. i think he loves her too many many.. tt he couldn let go as well.. but it really hurts to my lungs.. =( i need a wind-pipe to breathe for this period of time.. i need frens who supports me.. and occupies me..its so un-conciously.

second day of reiki.. it melts my heart. and e master indeed reads my mind.. =( my tears juz fell off uncontrollable.. i juz dunno why.. e moment wen she look into my eyes.. my tears fell off and i felt so relief when she hugged me in her chest.. at tt moment.. i really miss my mother. BADLY.. =( if onli e one hugging me was my mum.. i would __________.

nothing else compared to friend's love and families support =)

XiaoHui (= ;

Friday, November 23, 2007

BABES =P

yesterday i had a wonderful meal @ ECP.. wOoOhOOO!

went dinner with zhicheng and lide and jeraldine..

zhicheng n lide so sweet lah.. dey waited for me to finishes work.. =X oops. LOL i felt so bad.. cuz dey were so bored.. =( dey waited @ my office since 6 to 9.. gosh.. i felt so bad can..

moreover.. there r seldom guys who walk into my office =X oops.. cuz its more like a girl skool.. =/ ah.. thx lah..

we headed to ECP.. =P slurp.. yummy.. i had my wonderful dinner.. yea.. and thx to lide and jeraldine for e wonderful feast =P luv it ok!! especially e chicken WINGS.. and e COCKLES! wooHOo! =P =P

i din get enuff slp thou.. =( lacking of sleep nowadays.. after this post.. ima gg sleep LOH!

tml going to haf my STEAMBOAT FEAST! =P

sleep sleep sleeeeep =P

been so lazy to upload photos.. arg.. gg to upload sooooon =)

night readers.. =P

**** last goodbye =)

XiaoHui (= ;

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

he's such an asshole la.. i dunno wad got into his nerve. shiat man.. i hate someone who couldn take joke.. stupid.
i juz cant communicate with someone who doesn take joke.
i cant communicate with ppl who always thinks tt they r right.
i cant communicate ppl who r not understanding.
i cant communicate with ppl who r sensitive.
i swear.

shiat man.
sometimes i feels tt im such a pathetic girl..
damn it.

when im down.
everything juz dun seems right for me.
even wen im doing things tt make myself "un-emo".
im getting negative comments everywhr.
wad has come to e world.
isnt this unfair?

i think personal emotions if freaking important.
if someone tend to be controlled over emotions.
it affects everyone around him or her.
eg.
bad temper?
he or she is definately controlled by emotions.
and NEVER NEVER NEVER
threw ur temper @ ur FRIENDS!
tts stupid.

most of dem lost their buddies
cuz dey cant controlled their emotions.
that's ridiculous!
this apply to EVERYONE ok!

seriously to me..
i dun gave a fark.
if its beyond my limit.
u r out of my life.
=)
sweet n simple.
im not a sensitive girl.

shiat. he's really gone. =(

XiaoHui (= ;

Monday, November 19, 2007

im broken.
im total broken.

time.
yes time.
i need those.
im back to wad i felt 9months ago.
broken. broken.
and broken.

im back to e starting point again.
im trying to bounce back myself.
back to my original self.
[i hope so]

ive changed.
im no longer e old me
im no longer xiaohui
im no longer treats ppl well
thats all.
=)

im not gg to make myself suffer anymore.
im not gg to fall in love for e time being.
this hurts me too much.
far toooo much.
ive hurt e most hurting words in my life.
im serious.
its the most hurting words i ever heard.

my lungs almost died.
i almost couldn breathe
i almost cant find my oxygen tt night
tears r more like oxygen
pass me a sissor pls
=(

pls dun juz play with me.

my paperheart will bleed.

XiaoHui (= ;

Sunday, November 18, 2007

drinks @ fish n co is crazyyyyy =/

i break e chocolate in pieces =)

boil the water

when e water boils.. put e tuck inside e boiling water.. e chocolate MELTS!

and tada.. my beautifully made chocolate.. HEHE =X

i made chocolates cornflakes with my elder brother today.. wEeeeEE!! happilicious
its LOVE ok.. =X oops.

after all e chocolates making..
had my ultralicious dinner @ fish n co with my mother and two brothers =)
sweet eh?
been such a such a sucha long time i last had dinner with 3 of dem =)
i love it alright

im losing my appetite.. =)

this time..

it really strikes me hard.

fark.

this time round.

its real.

im off.

washing my hands off u.

u aint a good guy.

XiaoHui (= ;

Saturday, November 17, 2007

jeraldine & xiaohui

lights @ orchard road =)

lovely lights =) xmas is around e corner.. *one more MONTH! =P

KTV session with lide , zhicheng and jeraldine =)

bestie... lide and xiaohui =)

bOoOoO!

a table full of junks.. SHIAT!

jeraldine & xiaohui =)

been spending my money like nobody business.. shiat.. have anyone seen theres a big big hole in my pocket? DAMN..
i needa cut down =(

i had a great great time @ KTV today.. shiat.. i enjoyed myself toTHEmax can..
my lungs almost died.
i love all e rock songs.. and duet =)
shiat.. i turns emo wen comes to song tt's freaking SLOW!
damn it...
i shall shutup..
ARG!

e hilarious thing is.. me n zhicheng went lide's hse for bbq.. his mummy gotta this farewell party. so we went there like 9plus.. tot tt e food is already ready.. so by e time we reach there, e food should be all served.. damn it. we got there.. and e fire n charcoal still not started.. LOL =X so.. ask young ppl like us got to help.. smell of full charcoal smell!! ARG!

i was then freaking hungry.. and i onli manage to eat onli FISHBALLS in e end..
gotta fetch jeraldine @ clarke quay =(
so we left after some fishballs =/ [cuz fishball easiers to get cook] LOL..

we headed "THE ONE" @ cine.. arg.. sing till death.. shiat..
i wan another sesssion sooooon =(

****dear santa.. could u grant my wish =)
i promise ill be good =)

XiaoHui (= ;

Thursday, November 15, 2007

YES! its THURSDAY! long long way to SUNDAY =P

guess wad?!?!?! im gg to make some ultra-licious chocolate corn flakes on sunday.. LALALALA.. im gg to make it perfect.. hohoho.. =P

I LOVE LILO!

im claiming hrs everyday.. happilicious.. WOOhOoO..

funny lah.
things juz make my day =)

hearing his name makes me _________. =(

XiaoHui (= ;

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

arg.. im so tired lah..
last night met up wif timothy, marcus and jeraldine@ 822 for prata feast.. damn.. e milk prata is VERY VERY ultra-licious lor.. shit man.. im prata addict now.. oops.. =X very nice lahs.. better den jalan kayu =P

chatted alot..

i turns emo wen i got home..
bahs..
not to mention anymore.. im juz so emo.. fark..
shitta outta me.
im getting over it soon..
juz so sooooon =)

damn..
daddy's new car arrived today..
i had a spin to dinner juz now..
PORSCHE. [sorry dunno how to spell]
fark man.
guess how much he bought it?
its like hundreds of Ks.. -.-
nabei..
i can spend those money til i die! =X oops..

brother's car arriving soon tooooo
LAlalalalaa.. more n more spinnings.. =X

i wanna go to PULAU UBIN! fark man..
someone pls bring me go.
and fark..
he actually promised me.
forget it.. LOL

i wanna watch "The Game Plan" =(

did u realised ive got away from u?

XiaoHui (= ;

Monday, November 12, 2007

shit.. im spending money like i earn $5k a month.. damn it.. i overspent this month.. shit outta me..
lidat my GUCCI wallet and bag will NEVER come!!! =( ARG!

shit.. im stress.. a pimple pops up on my forehead.. shit man.. ARG! i hate pimple.. sobx.. i dun care.. im gg to enjoy my weekend this coming weekend. HOHO! =P

im gg to meet EVERYTHING this weekend.. i swear.. bla bla bla..

he's gone just like this.......

XiaoHui (= ;

Sunday, November 11, 2007

yes.. finally i got my [Phytomer] product.. i bought "vegetal Peel" from joanne @ 30%less.. =X oops.. LOL.. love joanne to bits bits bits.. HEHE..

met up wif jeraldine earlier =) very happy lah today.. met up wif timothy, huixian, jimmy and marcus as well.. =) happy toTHEmax can. =) we went cafe cartel for dinner.. well.. i said i was broke.. but im stil having great feast.. shitta outta me.. wads got into my head.. SCREAM!..

we watched a movie as well.. call dunno wad muaythai thingy.. yup.. its a thai movie abt muay thai.. as in.. thai boxing.. LOL.. well.. dun really find it VERY nice lah.. a very very very touching movie i shal say.. and.. cherish n appreciate ppl around u =)

and fark those ppl who doesn cherish and appreciate me as before.

was very very emo today afternoon before i went out.. fucking angry.. cheebye.. [din mean to use vulgarity.. but juz couldn help it.] i was waiting for his reply man.. NB. no news till i woke up in e afternoon. .so i called him.. and he claim tt his fone is unable to reply smses and his fone is spoile to e max.. yah yah yah.. bloody hella..
its either truth.. or juz lies.. dun find excuses can? im so tired of it.. tell me straight can anot? im like some stupid fool to go ur way everytime.. cb.. ya la ya la.. i wun irritate u lah.. i go away ok?

XiaoHui (= ;

fark.. i was forfeit to smell jeraldine's feet.. NABEI!

was out for chilling with zhicheng and lide again =D freaking enjoy myself weneva dey r around lah.. =D

look how serious zhicheng is when playing e game.. its freaking funny.. i almost laugh till die.. damn it.. LOL.. jeraldine cant help stop laughing.. HAHA

shit.. this game is freaking fun too.. LOL =X
yesterday went chilling @ "settlers cafe" @ boat quay.. its a place whr ppl seat down and relax juz to play game and chill.. nice place lah.. =D

thx to ppl there who make me smile like mad woman.. =P almost cant breathe.. HAHA.. =X oops.. juz make my day lah.. HOHO..

after tt.. we headed to paradiz for pool sessionn.. WoOOHooOo! shit... been such a such a long time i last touch e damn CUE.. LOL.. =X i think i can be improve.. shit man.. OOpX..

e laugher is juz killing me lah.. =)

ok.. im very tired.. im serious.. seriously i feels tt im lacking of sleep for aweek already.. =( been gg out till late almost everyday.. its killing me..

arG!

im gg out sooooon! VROOOm! bye PpPlLlL!!! =P =P =P

XiaoHui (= ;

Friday, November 09, 2007

shit

it effects me again

again.. again..

and..

again..

things he said.

juz hurts me into my lungs.

im serious.

im seriously thinking abt it

now.

i wanna leave u

regardless of anything.

i juz hope i dun regret.

and u dun regret as well.

i tried very hard..

serious.

very very hard.

things dun work.

u always said..

find a better guy.

my ans to u.

yes.

ill definately find a better one.

time proven.

ur words juz so untrue.

it breaks my heart

hear every broken

words from u.

its enuff of everything.

i think i wanna stop.

im getting strong enuff.

i wanna move on.

im afraid i might juz

break down wen the

3rd time u come back.

pls..

stop torturing me.

im not gg to tk it anymore.

will this be e final good bye?

XiaoHui (= ;

Thursday, November 08, 2007

jeraldine (back).. xiaohui and lide =) been years i last met him.. great meeting again!! woOoohOo!

shit.. he dun even noe how to use my camera phone.. =X oops..

while lewis was parking his car.. i saw this car.. shit man.. its STUPID!

this car owner is thinking tt she( i assume is a she) is a princess.. everything inside is so princess.. all e pink furry thingy and crown as well.. oh gosh..

jeraline & xiaohui.. on our way there to zouk.. HOHO

well.. clubbing moods comes weneva there is public holiday e next day.. HOHO..

met up wif zhichong and lide for dinner.. and catch up wif lewis.. thx for fetching me.. HOOO.. we headed to fetch jeraldine as well.. and we headed for dinner @ billy bomber.. =D stupid nachos cheated my damn money.. LOL..

zouk is like a nightmare.. oh gosh.. e que is like neverending.. and everywhr is like so crowded lor.. i met so many ppl there lah! i saw matthew! i saw jack! i saw melvin! i saw jason! i saw andy! woow.. LOL =X

after an hr of que.. we decided to go plush.. its like.. such an lousy club.. e que seems like nv ending.. LOL.. end up.. we go rounding around boat quay.. hoping there is a parking slot.. bAH! BAHx3.. everywhr is full.

we ended up @ lide's place.. =X shit.. i swear its fun lah! e atmosphere.. e alcohol.. e best chocolate martini..(thx lide) and i luv ur bailey lah =X oops.. hee.. we had games and a little chilling.. i luv it lah.. swear man.. =)

lide is down after strong liquour

theresa is down after all e forfeits

jeraldine is down after two cups =X oops..

** dear.. do cheers up k? he's not ur everything. u still haf me.. forever n ever =)

thx for sending me to serangoon garden.. seriously i need to thx zhicong, lide and lewis for sending me to serangoon garden.. hard time for dem to go there cuz dey duno e way.. dey tried to hard looking @ e directory book.. thx!! =)

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im a little hangover till now.. shit man.. =( =( =(

XiaoHui (= ;

Tuesday, November 06, 2007

i think i fall in love with this black dress =(

i wan it! arg! alright. im broke.. so.. bahx3

tml's shift is killing me.. 9 to 9.. god damn it.. shitty shift.. thx to e bloody meeting..ARG!

i juz re-watched "The Bourne Ultimatium".. shit.. i find it boring @ e 2nd time.. how come? arg! but i think tt guy is handsome =X oops.. i shall not deny it.. HEE!

my head is killing me.. =( i swear. i dunno why. it started since yesterday..

fark it.

its fucking pain in there.. i mean my head. e feeling is juz like u feel like vomiting.. and e onli way to stop e pain is to yawn or sleep.. so throughout e journey home. i cant stand it anymore. i juz laid my head whenever i can lean.. =( till today.. my head is still a little spinning.. =( im so sicK! i juz cant get enuff sleep man..

ok.. i think i shall sleep early tonight.. SCREAM!

i think some blardy idiot jolly well and happily stepped my tail. i dun understand why.. but i think i should deserve some freedom wen im not yours. so dun fucking control me as if u think i do like u. get a life will ya?

XiaoHui (= ;

Sunday, November 04, 2007

took using jeraldine's phone.. =X

took using my phone.. =X look @ e diff.. HAA =X.. oops..

jeraldine babe and xiaohui babe @ eski bar.. =)

my tequila sunrise and angeline's sleeping polar bear.. =D

jeraldine and xiaohui =P.. smooches her..

she edited e pic for me.. =P great..

we r high in DBL O! =D =D enjoy most.. =P

e night is high.. WoOOHOoO! xiaohui jeraldine and angeline.. =)

guess wad.. guess whom i've met in DBL O! i met xin ping.. MUAHAHA! been such a long long time i see him alright.. serving his NS now.. LOL.. damn.. such a long time man.. secondary skool fren.. =P and his fren, sungeet is very charming.. =D slurp.. LOL..

xinping: thx for sending us home.. u r great.. HOHO =P

met up wif jeff there as well.. been very long nv see him too.. WooOHOo! he's like an guardian angel huh? =X LOL.. thx for e night.. u make it great.. thx for taking care of us lah.. =P work hard k? =X u noe wad i mean.. LOL.

e night is high.. i swear.. been such a long time i enjoy so much.. muz be thankful to my precious babe.. =) i merely forget everything wen i dance.. WoOoHOo! e feeling is juz great.. =)

next week will be a better night.. im gg wif JACK! =P =P =P awaits...

XiaoHui (= ;