Lost In Beauty-

Saturday, March 31, 2007

i know he's not gonna read my blog..

i know he doesn read it..

but still i juz wanna let him know i'm still thinking abt him..

i'm so lost without you

its juz like a parcel of my life is missing

its juz gone with one sentence said

my vision turn dark and scary

e moment i close my eyes every night

images of us together appears

tears flow uncontrollable

it juz hurts me this way

i juz wan you to hug me tight

as tight as possible

i knew we r over

time will not travel back

and are not gonna get back again

i juz nid time to forget u

forget everything

memories u gave me is not tt much i knew

everytime juz takes time =)

i'll prove to u tt i can be happy without you =)

a morning tt i'll not forget.. a memoriable one.. a hug tt i'll not forget its touch.. a moment tt i'll keep inside me forever.. wings of his shoulder shall nv leave me.. a moment.. a memory.. unforgettable.. it's gonna be my last moment wif him.. and i'm not gonna cry anymore.. i'll forget him =)

went ps for Mr Bean's e holiday movie catch.. lousy movie tt doesn entertain me @ all.. -.-'' someone slapped me and wakes me up pls.. e moment i stepped inside ps.. my mind is full of eric.. =( e days i does e shopping wif, the days i watched movie wif.. e days he 1st held my hand.. everything started @ PS.. ='( e moment i so much feel like crying.. AH! SHUT UP XIAO WEE!! its over.. u r gonna forget everything and stand up again.. SLAP ME PLS!

i hate myself for being so weak =(

XiaoHui (= ;

Thursday, March 29, 2007

everything has ended today.. i gotta tell myself to be strong and let it go.. we broke up for good.. =) still feeling sad although.. but i got to accept e fact =) xiaowee u gt to be strong.. u still have marvellous frens around you! =) he told me tt his feelings is nt there anymore.. nor i noe wad's on his mind.. i gotta make e decision..

its gonna be draggy if it continues.. i dun like e way he treats me.. he dun like e way i treat him.. =) no point dragging.. end up me e one who is tired and hurt.. but still i luv him.. i'm utterly hurt.. being hurt deeply this time.. i'll get over it soon.. =) i've plenty of time.. i noe i sure can do it!! =)

i gotta slp more for my orientation lata @ 3.. =D i'm damn looking forward to it! AH!! slap me pls.. =)

today gonna fetch lilo's BACK! oh gosh! i missed her like some bloody hell.. I MISS HER LOADS! yes.. LOADS!!

u promise to take me away

u promise not to leave me

u promise me not to make me cry again

tons of promises u made

none of dem fulfill

have u ever love me before??

will i give me a last hug before u leave my world?

XiaoHui (= ;

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

its inside a temple.. cant remember which temple.. but every pointed status inside contain familes of ashes who build this temple.. e temple is 225yrs old.. lols.. [history]

this buddha is special.. e ash of their 1st king is buried under e DAMN huge buddha..

i spotted this cute little shampoo and conditioner!! SO I BOUGHT IT!! onli 2 bucks.. LOL.. =X

cute little chocolate MILK?! hoho.. =X

trying out my new shade =) find it ugly after buying it =(

this is how thailand ppl learn massages.. =) from e crave from e wall.. i dun understand their words @ ALL!

cute tissues bought from thailand 7-11

hehe.. shirt for my beloved LILO!

cute little ET socks!? hoho.. its cute.. =)

after 3 days of no update.. hehhe.. i miss singapore.. =) i miss my frens here..oOoo.. =P

e weather is damn hot there.. 39degree alright.. DAMN hot.. DAMN humid.. DAMN polluted.. =X but e things there is DAMN cheap.. DAMN messy.. =X e weather turns me off.. dun even feel like shopping outdoor! lols..

after all.. i LURVE e sticky rice e MOST! =X yum yum.. i really do luv it e most.. AH!! i wan to eat tt somemore!! can i can i?!?!?! =( singapore's sticky rice sux.. AH!! forget it man..

i luv e dodo-car too.. =X lols.. can singapore permit tt car?! =X lols.. can can can?? sigh..

i'm not gonna elaborate more.. tired.. DAMN TIRED!! i'm going for breakfast now!! =D ShOoOO~!

XiaoHui (= ;

Friday, March 23, 2007

Candid Shot.. =X

i spotted these photos.. find it cute.. LOL.. look how ugly i'm on candid SHOTS!

i was telling dem a lame joke.. damn sheralyn took down my action.. UGLY!

i LURVE him in e MOVIE!! OMG! cool~~!!

MUahahha.. i watched TMNT today!! WOOoHoOOO!! it juz come out today.. hehe.. e movie is MARVELLOUS! =D favourlicious to ninja turtle!! DO THEY EXIST?! =O

i lurving Raphael!! hoho.. cuz he's in red belt.. =P and he's handsome.. MUAHHAHA.. i lurve his attitude and coolness.. AH!!! can resist it! LOL.. will he become my bf?!?!?!?! ah! i wan him! =X lols..

oh bloody shit.. i'm still irritated by e words of e slut!! god damn it.. i juz dunno why.. why dun she juz extinct?! you noe? E.X.T.I.N.C.T =) fark.. why am i so bothered by it.. -.-'' hell noes?

i'm leaving in 2 days time.. wooOoHoOOo.. cant wait to GO!

had my ULTRA delicious TOM-YAM soup today.. muahhaha!! SUPER SHIOK! i'm lurving it! yeay!

one last thing.. I LUURVE LILO!! TO E MAX PLS!!! i'll miss her like bloody hell.. =D MuAckX!!!!

XiaoHui (= ;

Thursday, March 22, 2007

WoOOO... 3 Bitches =)

huixin and xiaohui <3

ladiess of e night =) huixin quinne xiaohui joyce =)

xiaohui & xiaoting =D Drools..

WoOOhOoO.. excited upon going powerhouse.. =) Yeay!

woooo.. really enjoyed last night =) muahahha.. =X had real fun dancing all night long.. WoOOooHoOoo!!!! hoping to go there again! muahahha.. =X

once again.. e que for e drinks really sux.. aw.. din manage even to get ABIT of drunk.. sigh.. 4 drinks dun kills me @ all.. -.-'' soft drinks i shall say.. muahhaaa...

my mood is fucking bad yesterday.. muahahaa... i dun care.. i'm still irritated by e words of e slut.. REAL irritated.. wtf?! lols.. like i fucked care?!.. i shall not be bothered by a slut? cuz i'm allergic to SLUTss.

hate her to e MAX =)

XiaoHui (= ;

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

i hope tt S.L.U.T read this.. FARK YOU!

u r such a FARKED up whore i EVER seen..

its such a beautiful word tt she scolded me a BITCH!

if she could read this..

pls slut.. u r juz some piece of ugly whore.. probably ur frens r all blind to haf u by their side.. probably most of dem were making use of u.. and soon dey dump u away.. i'll juz pray hard u would DIE early in an accident.. and stop intruding my LIFE! scram off pls.. u r polluting my LIFE!

such a shame tt u r actually attraching attention PEOPLE's attention FROM me! why dun u join e political n make some RUTHLESS announcement?! and not "announcing" to me.. i dun GIVE a FARKING damn alright.. sry to said tt..

moreover.. does it concern you how i speak? how i type? how i use my english? and how i look like? probably u r juz jealous of me being more pretty den u?! oh.. my apology pls.. there's such thing as plastic surgery.. go for it THEN! and did anyone told u tt ur mouth STINKS?! oh.. if u read this.. probably 90% of e WORLD would say ur mouth STINKS! pls dun ever spoile my name.. i haf a wonderful name.. NOT like YOURS pls.. un-pretty and un-heard @ all.. .

oh yes.. this is singapore isnt it? ppl in singapore speaks singlish is normal.. r u born ADNORMAL?! oh.. wad's wrong wif my LANGUAGE whore?! look @ urs.. its not better den anyone else..

its my fault to attract u to see my damn friendster? shut ur eyes den.. i din even asked u to see.. am i so attracted to u?! find a BUTCH like me den.. otherwise.. stop intruding my life.. and nothing abt me CONCERNS you.. =)

hoping tt i would get angry? nAH! fat hope.. i dun give a BLARDY damn abt YOU!

alright.. shut up xiaowee.. =) its enought.. =) lols.. ppl who r under 18.. pls dun learn.. lols..ppl whoeva get offended.. my apology.. some ppl r juz getting on my nerve.. and i FEELING FARKING IRRITATED by some whore out there..

went out wif darling today.. woohoo.. ate some nice buffet @ suntec.. =) yummy.. and caught a movie.. 'blood and chocolate'.. overall.. e show is still not bad.. lousy actions.. lols.. storyline is good though.. =) yey.. bought a bag today.. =P muahhaha.. =X

yey! i'm flying off to thailand this coming sunday!! woohoo.. cant w8 to gooOOOoOoO!!!!

XiaoHui (= ;

Monday, March 19, 2007

WoOhOOo~ this movie is cool.. =D

i caught it today.. YES! Loving e dance..

Lets's STORM it this WEDNESDAY!! MUahHAhahA!!

XiaoHui (= ;

Special Words for special someone on special day =)

will he appreciate it??

XiaoHui (= ;

Special Words for special someone on special day =)

will he appreciate it??

XiaoHui (= ;

Saturday, March 17, 2007

one word to describe my mood...

sad...

two words to describe my day...

fucking sad...

three words to describe my saddness...

fucking sad to e max...

anyone understand???

='(

XiaoHui (= ;

Friday, March 16, 2007

Sheralyn & Xiiaohuii =) LuRvE HEr =PpP

Jeff , xiiaohuii and wangqian =PpP ajisen @ PS

xiiaohuii[i look fat =( ] and Guifang [BDae GIrL] MUaCkX!!

girls always likes to take photo in toilet.. LOL.. PS toilet =P

WoOHoO.. I LOVE HER!!! PAnDeng Jie And XiiAoHuii

richard, Jeff aNd XiiaoHuii =) Ajisen @ PS

=P me before going out.. hoHOHohO! Zi Lian!! nice eyes?? =P

ZI Lian.. Zi Lian!!

XiAo hUii ANd WanGqiiAn =P

KennEtH aND XiAoHuii =D He's a freak pls..

Gurls of e DaY!! I lUv all of dem!! MUaCkx!!

WOOHoOoO! Happy Bdae to My SiStEr GUi FAnG!! =P she has turned 19!! muahaha.. had so much fun wif dem.. n i miss dem damn loads.. =) luv dem to e max alright.. =P

had e celebration today =) Went PS.. loads of ppl gathered.. woohoo.. hardly alright.. i've seen those ppl whom i miss dem to e max!!! Eg.

Guifang

Sheralyn

Wang Qian

PAnDeng

Dolphin

Kenneth

Jeffrey

Richard

Devin

Shyt Teng

WooHoOo..

we caught e movie 'The Messenger" ... Ah!! i hate tt movie.. story line was alright.. DAMN!! I HATE IT CUZ!! i merely shock till my heart POP out!! ARH!! i hate HORROR movie!! with all my LIFE! AH!! it would be better if e sound effect is OFF! LOL.. closed one of my eyes during e whole of e movie.. woohoo.. great.. LOL..

after tt went for swenson treat =) smiles.. had so much fun there.. took loads of pics.. YEY~!! hehe.. not gonna upload all here though.. do visit myspace for more!! =P =P..

i'm tired to e max wif my heels on e whole day! tml i'm gonna report work @ 12.30pm.. worries me.. excited to e max.. ah!!! wad's gonna be my attire?!?! BoOOo!!

XiaoHui (= ;

Thursday, March 15, 2007

HAPPY BDAE TO MY BELOVED BROTHER CHENG HWEE!!! =D

happy bdae to you..

happy bdae to you...

happy bdae to cheng hwee...

happy bdae to you.... =)

my blood brother has turn 18! woohooo.. time flies real fast =) all grown up =) best wishes to him =)

AH!! i caught e MR bean POSTER @ skool bus-stop.. so excited.. so i took a picture of it! hehe.. look like who?? a crazy gurl from my class.. AH!! KARMA!!! LOLss... u think i care?! bOOo.. i dun give a damn.. LOL.. i wan to watch this movie!!! I ALSO WAN watch ninja turtle!! cant wait.. darling bring me go pls.. PLEASe... P.L.E.A.S.E!!!!!!!!! muaaha..

today exam paper makes me real sad.. its like wth.. sigh.. i sure faill.. f***ing sad to e max.. =(

tml gonna have my last paper.. wOOhHOoo.. i'm gonna fly fly fly!!! FLY!!! awaits my attachment.. =)

woohoo.. my beloved quinne send me this photo wen we went powerhouse e other day.. EeKs!! y does it looks like this?!?!?!?! i wan my face to look slimmer!! oh no! UGLYYyYYYYy!!!

XiaoHui (= ;